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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
This might sound like Im crazy, but does anyone know If there are videos of people using SN to CTB?

... I swear im not a sadist lol, my idea was that I could maybe desensitize myself to this method using such videos, which in turn will weaken or remove my SI so that I can CTB more easily and not pussy out

(and also it will be some insight on what to expect, how it looks like...)
 
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Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
346
there was also mooncide, but there is only a text report
 
Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
there was also mooncide, but there is only a text report
Ah thanks, the video kinda sucks but this is better than nothing

... Shit man, those blue nails and blackened fingertips... Oh well atleast it seemed to be mostly peaceful? Thats certainly soothing.. Went to bed and then gone...
 
Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
346
Ah thanks, the video kinda sucks but this is better than nothing

... Shit man, those blue nails and blackened fingertips... Oh well atleast it seemed to be mostly peaceful? Thats certainly soothing.. Went to bed and then gone...
it's better than watching you bleed anyway. She was conscious for quite some time because she took propranalol and an antacid (which are no longer recommended)
 

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