sleepydeaths
plus ultra
- Sep 26, 2025
- 15
i hate being an artist and i hate being creative i hate being a mediocre creative who can't portray his ideas in a way that matters. i hate being an artist and creative with no interest in the world around me. i hate being unable to focus on things, or have dreams or ideals, or see a future or be realistic about life. it'd be better to just die