Venting... I'm just a machine who does nothing but work and pay bills

[suffering]

there is nothing beautiful in my life, no joy, no laughter.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

That's most of us unfortunately. I like what Dennis Leary said about happiness, it kinda relates.

"Happiness comes in small doses folks. It's a cigarette butt, or a chocolate chip cookie or a five second orgasm. You come, you smoke the butt you eat the cookie you go to sleep wake up and go back to fucking work the next morning, THAT'S IT! End of fucking list!"

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Society in a nutshell.
The whole wage slave theory ain't far from the truth at all.
I am lucky to have my parents, but if one day it comes to the same situation... Then yeah, I'd rather end up in a coffin instead.

Love what @Brick In The Wall wrote and quoted though.

I am sorry that you have to work so hard and get little to nothing in return.

 

[Soulless Angel]

its called exisiting, I don't even call it living any more, because surely living should be fun? I have no idea

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I can't even manage that. I'm a useless object.

 

[noaccount]

VAN LIFE

 

[suffering]

VAN LIFE

I thought about it, but I live in Europe, harsh winters, not many places where I could park.. Plus how would I get money for food and other basic necessities? :( I'm actually open to ideas, because I feel like I go crazy with the rat race.

 

[Intheo]

I like the idea of being a nomad. When I was backpacking it was one of the happiest periods of my life. It's hard to be depressed when you're constantly moving and seeing new things all the time, although depression can still catch up to you at times.
The people I met on the backpacking circuit were "my tribe" so to speak. People like many us who want to opt out of "normal" society.
I've been trying to find a way to opt out for good but it's hard to make regular income when you're on the move. And without money, you can't really be on the move.