vent art

[bpdrecovery]

i feel like somethings wrong. its been happening almost every night. my mother was really mad at me today. ive barely talked to my friends in a week or two because theyve got their mental health issues too and are quite not social so sometimes they need space.

i was hoping one of them could come over today but it didnt happen.

i might have some anxiety meds later to calm down a little.