Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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ok this technically goes under recovery but it starts off with a rant so.
am i becoming that desperate that im willing to become a zombie, the very thing i read about others trying to avoid. all i want to do is be normal again instead of spending my days questioning if everything is even real. trying to decipher between whats ok and whats my disorders.
i think i changed my mind. im not going to add what i was going to add so this can stay here as a rant i guess. also when i say zombie im not referring to the medication specified in the title im talking about how i want myself to "chill out"
am i becoming that desperate that im willing to become a zombie, the very thing i read about others trying to avoid. all i want to do is be normal again instead of spending my days questioning if everything is even real. trying to decipher between whats ok and whats my disorders.
i think i changed my mind. im not going to add what i was going to add so this can stay here as a rant i guess. also when i say zombie im not referring to the medication specified in the title im talking about how i want myself to "chill out"