utilizing my seizures for suicide.
the thing is, i get a 5 to 10 second warning feeling before a seizure.
i was thinking, when i start getting that warning feeling, that a seizure is coming soon,
then i could hurry to go and put my head in an already pre set up noose.
and then go unconscious from the seizure and let gravity take its course, as i am falling to the ground.
point being = i will have no survival instinct problems because im passed out from the seizure and totally unconscious.
but 5 seconds is not long enough to make sure i can get up and put my head in the noose.
so what else could someone hypothetically do to utilize an upcoming seizure for suicide?
other notes: i can tell if i have a good or a bad day with my epilepsy.
i can tell sometimes "oh fuck, i know for sure i will have a seizure today".
so on such a day, i could maybe spend my entire day in a swimming pool and drown from the eventual seizure?
what other ideas do you have?
the thing is, i get a 5 to 10 second warning feeling before a seizure.
i was thinking, when i start getting that warning feeling, that a seizure is coming soon,
then i could hurry to go and put my head in an already pre set up noose.
and then go unconscious from the seizure and let gravity take its course, as i am falling to the ground.
point being = i will have no survival instinct problems because im passed out from the seizure and totally unconscious.
but 5 seconds is not long enough to make sure i can get up and put my head in the noose.
so what else could someone hypothetically do to utilize an upcoming seizure for suicide?
other notes: i can tell if i have a good or a bad day with my epilepsy.
i can tell sometimes "oh fuck, i know for sure i will have a seizure today".
so on such a day, i could maybe spend my entire day in a swimming pool and drown from the eventual seizure?
what other ideas do you have?
