Help Urgent help please!!

[Isabelx]

Hi guys, so I really need some help finding a new method quickly. After joining this site I found out about using SN and I've done a fair amount of looking into it since then (mostly just reading every single thread on here regarding it aha) and it arrived along with my antiemetics the other day.

Unfortunately my mum has just found it when I was out and flushed it away because she thought it was recreational drugs (when she confronted me I lied and said it was for my chemistry). Anyway, when I went to order more off of eBay i saw basically all the estimated delivery dates were beginning of June and I was hoping to ctb before that for a few personal reasons. Now I am getting very worried because I do not know what else I can use. Does anyone have any suggestions please of what drug I could use instead of SN that is relitavley accessible and will not cause too much pain (I will definitely not be able to get N). Sorry for asking this rather than doing research myself - my anxiety's gone through the roof after what has just happened and I feel so lost with what to do.

Many thanks in advance.

(Also sidenote I still have my antiemetics so I'm able to use them with whatever method).

 

[Ashpac]

Hi guys, so I really need some help finding a new method quickly. After joining this site I found out about using SN and I've done a fair amount of looking into it since then (mostly just reading every single thread on here regarding it aha) and it arrived along with my antiemetics the other day.

Unfortunately my mum has just found it when I was out and flushed it away because she thought it was recreational drugs (when she confronted me I lied and said it was for my chemistry). Anyway, when I went to order more off of eBay i saw basically all the estimated delivery dates were beginning of June and I was hoping to ctb before that for a few personal reasons. Now I am getting very worried because I do not know what else I can use. Does anyone have any suggestions please of what drug I could use instead of SN that is relitavley accessible and will not cause too much pain (I will definitely not be able to get N). Sorry for asking this rather than doing research myself - my anxiety's gone through the roof after what has just happened and I feel so lost with what to do.

Many thanks in advance.

(Also sidenote I still have my antiemetics so I'm able to use them with whatever method).

Do you have tagamet too?

Edit - delivery time 2 days it says. https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Sodium-N...m1ee6734bd8:g:AeYAAOSw3cZbVetf&frcectupt=true

 

[Deardaddy]

Care to share what motivates u . It seems to me you are fairly young.

 

[NOT]

My suicide stash.
Protection from family.

 

[Isabelx]

Do you have tagamet too?

Edit - delivery time 2 days it says. https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Sodium-N...m1ee6734bd8:g:AeYAAOSw3cZbVetf&frcectupt=true

Ahh thank you, do you know whether apc pure still deliver without questioning? I saw a thread the other day with people saying they stopped shipping from their site (unless you have a license for it or whatever it is they want as proof) so I was hesitant to try ordering from their eBay incase it drew attention to my account on there.
And I do not have Tagamet yet but I've seen it in my local chemist so I was planning on buying soon :)

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My suicide stash.
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Damn it, I definitely should have invested in one of these before I started ordering everything else!

 

[Ashpac]

Ahh thank you, do you know whether apc pure still deliver without questioning? I saw a thread the other day with people saying they stopped shipping from their site (unless you have a license for it or whatever it is they want as proof) so I was hesitant to try ordering from their eBay incase it drew attention to my account on there.
And I do not have Tagamet yet but I've seen it in my local chemist so I was planning on buying soon :)

Damn it, I definitely should have invested in one of these before I started ordering everything else!

Well i pretended to buy it just there and it took me to the check out page. I checked in as a guest. I think you should be fine. Try ordering it right up until the pay section. See what happens :)

 

[Isabelx]

Well i pretended to buy it just there and it took me to the check out page. I checked in as a guest. I think you should be fine. Try ordering it right up until the pay section. See what happens :)

Perfect thank you!!

 

[Deardaddy]

suicide stash. That's fucking cool .

 

[Ashpac]

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How much was that if you dont mind me asking?

 

[NOT]

It is cheaper then bottle of N.

 

[Deardaddy]

Cheaper then n . Wow it seems like a great oral tool

 

[Kringle's Curse]

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My suicide stash.
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My suicide stash