BridgeJumper
The Arsonist
- Apr 7, 2019
- 1,194
So
Got in contact with another person in my city who also has this, forwarded my scans to the English ear surgeon and he decided to review them for me out of pity. He confirmed there is a hole in my inner ear, and a piece of my brain (dura) is probably squeezing into it through the missing bone. Need an even more complex CT scan of both ears and surrounding tissues to confirm.
My eyes stay misaligned, I have hallucinations of getting shorter and then taller, things getting smaller then bigger, my vision is blurry, uneven pupils, I started shaking, I'm still too broke for surgery. Lovely.
Now I have three paths of character development I guess, jump off the bridge immediately, wait and see my body slowly crapping out, sell my apartment and pay to cut me open. Wont make any decision just staring at the wall instead.
Life is good lol
Got in contact with another person in my city who also has this, forwarded my scans to the English ear surgeon and he decided to review them for me out of pity. He confirmed there is a hole in my inner ear, and a piece of my brain (dura) is probably squeezing into it through the missing bone. Need an even more complex CT scan of both ears and surrounding tissues to confirm.
My eyes stay misaligned, I have hallucinations of getting shorter and then taller, things getting smaller then bigger, my vision is blurry, uneven pupils, I started shaking, I'm still too broke for surgery. Lovely.
Now I have three paths of character development I guess, jump off the bridge immediately, wait and see my body slowly crapping out, sell my apartment and pay to cut me open. Wont make any decision just staring at the wall instead.
Life is good lol