Plankter
欠陥人
- Aug 14, 2018
- 174
It's like that episode of Rick and Morty where satan sells people items that are seemingly free but entail a curse. I have to take an exam at the end of this year to continue my education. Sounds innocent at first glance, but man the preparation period sucks your soul out. The competition is so immense you have to cram in loads of useless information throughout the entire year just to answer ~200 multiple choice questions and then never to remember any of them (besides the ones that concern your study field) ever again. I spend 10 hours of the day at school and am still expected to study after I get home at 7 pm. The stuff we learn, the curriculum, is completely trivial and it's made that way only to test who has the capacity to keep them all memorized so that they can allow them to enroll in good universities. The exam date is the worst though, because your future career literally depends on a test you can only take once a year that lasts 5 hours (2 tests on consecutive days, 2+3 hours). There are many stories about people who had panic attacks the day before, got sick during the exam, and a guy from my school even broke his arm rushing to the venue last year on the exam date. Around 2 million people take the exam and unless you're okay with a mediocre-to-bad university (and trust me, the name of a mediocre university on your resumé will push your job application down to the bottom of the list if you apply to work for any private company) you have to score at the top 10k. The 99.5th percentile. We are treated like racehorses by the government, and the worst part is that nobody including myself can come up with a better alternative to this. Everyone is forced to believe they have to be doctors or engineers to be "successful" so even people who have nothing to do with those fields apply, and since the curriculum doesn't require any critical thinking or anything, they can cram stuff in and to their way up the ranking. The government is very well aware that certain people who actually could qualify for great universities simply can't win because of how wasteful and inefficient and inhumane the system is, but that's just a group of people they can disregard. Not a small group to be sure, but a group who among all the competitive rivals, can safely be ignored. Many brilliant minds (not including myself here, referring generally) wasted... But that's okay, as long as they get the few exceptional people they need, the rest of the population doesn't even need to exist. The unremarkable average person has no worth in this world.
TL;DR the education system is highly corrupt and nobody including myself and actual critics can or want to think of an alternative that would work
Sorry for the long post, I really needed to get this off my chest. I don't have any close friends so this is the only place I can share my thoughts without fearing judgement.
This is not my only reason to want to ctb, but definitely a major one at least in the last 2 years.
TL;DR the education system is highly corrupt and nobody including myself and actual critics can or want to think of an alternative that would work
Sorry for the long post, I really needed to get this off my chest. I don't have any close friends so this is the only place I can share my thoughts without fearing judgement.
This is not my only reason to want to ctb, but definitely a major one at least in the last 2 years.