I hated my job to the guts, made me throw up a couple of times due to stress, too much responsibility and lack of encouregement.
I used to work as team leader in a small company for almost 2 years now, I had a couple of workers that had to execute my ''orders'', I was basically responsible for the entire production of certain materials. Being the youngest team leader in the company wasn't helpful, people treated me often like shit simply because I was younger, used me to their liking etc.
The salary was really good for Polish standards, I earned roughly 25% more than average Polish salary, which for a 21 year old is really not bad.
Couldn't really meet friends as most of my coworkers were either boomers or people I wouldn't like to associate myself with.
My superiors were quite nice, we had a good talk sometimes, but other than that work, work, work.
Due to my attempted suicide a year ago, I spent almost 6 months on medical leave because of my arm not working probebly, and my mind being too self destructive to work, at least that's what my psychiatrist said at the time. In Poland, there's a system which grants you 80% of your salary whenever you're on medical leave, but I spent so much time being off work, I no longer am able to get it. 3 weeks ago I was injured during a metal concert, a guy dropkicked my leg which caused ankle bruising so brutal, I had to be off for 6 weeks from the work again.
The higher ups didn't like that, so they wouldn't extend my deal, which should end in exactly a week from now.
I used to feel like finally ending my story with this workplace would make me even a bit happier, but now that I got a phone call from my direct superior, I'm not so sure anymore.
Feels as though al happiness vanished in an instant, along with my will to try to live on.
I used to work as team leader in a small company for almost 2 years now, I had a couple of workers that had to execute my ''orders'', I was basically responsible for the entire production of certain materials. Being the youngest team leader in the company wasn't helpful, people treated me often like shit simply because I was younger, used me to their liking etc.
The salary was really good for Polish standards, I earned roughly 25% more than average Polish salary, which for a 21 year old is really not bad.
Couldn't really meet friends as most of my coworkers were either boomers or people I wouldn't like to associate myself with.
My superiors were quite nice, we had a good talk sometimes, but other than that work, work, work.
Due to my attempted suicide a year ago, I spent almost 6 months on medical leave because of my arm not working probebly, and my mind being too self destructive to work, at least that's what my psychiatrist said at the time. In Poland, there's a system which grants you 80% of your salary whenever you're on medical leave, but I spent so much time being off work, I no longer am able to get it. 3 weeks ago I was injured during a metal concert, a guy dropkicked my leg which caused ankle bruising so brutal, I had to be off for 6 weeks from the work again.
The higher ups didn't like that, so they wouldn't extend my deal, which should end in exactly a week from now.
I used to feel like finally ending my story with this workplace would make me even a bit happier, but now that I got a phone call from my direct superior, I'm not so sure anymore.
Feels as though al happiness vanished in an instant, along with my will to try to live on.
