Venting Unbelievable

[Flume]

Everything starts so easy...

Almost 10 years ago I had my first thought about death, that things would become better if I were gone. Now, I'm here on this site... I have my method and everything is ready. I can't stand being alive, I can't trust anyone, I don't fucking care about anything anymore. Being alive is just a fucking indescribable pain. Suicide went from an idea to a lifestyle... just like that.

It's just crazy how bad things went... so fast.

 

[Woodnote]

Time went by so quickly for me. I can remember the exact moment I first considered suicide. I was 11 years old. It's been 12 years since. I can't believe I'm here right now.