Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,565
I've been told I'm called cold, emotionless, boring and all kinds of stuff just because I can't properly express emotions thought my face. My Face is always in a resting bitch face or sad face state. When I force myself to smile it looks like this uncomfortable weird smile. It's just my face though, because inside I feel a lot of emotions, more then I'd like to feel. I CAN empathize and feel thought other people, I'm very emotional I just don't know how to show it. It's one of the reasons why I don't like talking to people, meeting up with people and prefer to stay online. My own parents called my cold hearted, cold, selfish and emotionless. Plus my voice is also quite monotone so it makes it even worse. I hate my face, I hate how I look and I hate how it can't properly move. I feel like I'm more emotional ( even in my face) when I'm alone at home. Like if I'll be playing a game and someone says something funny or something sad happens I'll react irl, laugh a bit and change my face expression. But when I go out, I put on this poker face mask and this kind of armor to appear collected..