Venting u should be wise when choosing your school.

[xenosheep]

(excuse me for my bad grammar)
do u think its really worth it to just bear in a school u really hate, i attend a religious boarding high school, no phone or any electrical device, all girls. and i thought my school is really just fucked up, toxic environment; friends,teacher,system. i did my cutting first time there, with a needle. and when some1 accidentally saw my wound they asked "oh u used needle? coward. use a blade/knife instead" and i used it. some1 even "show off" their cutting wound to gain appreciation, not bcs of any mental issues. every friend is.. meh for example, u always listen to all their problems, even giving advice and shits, but they never listen to u. u always joke to make their day, but when ur down they dont give af. i tried to move to another school but my counselling teacher always said "dont u feel bad for ur parents??...". i lost all my faith to god in that school. i always prayed but he didnt listen. now my parent is offering me to go home, but idk what will happen if i really come home bcs its in the middle of end term.

 

[TransilvanianHunger]

No, it's not worth it to be in a school you hate, or anywhere else for that matter. If you're in a toxic environment, you should get out of there if you can. I'm not religious but I respect people's stances on religion as long as they don't harm others. That being said, it sounds like the place you're at is going to lead you down a harmful path. Get out of there. Don't worry about it being end term or whatever, no academic term is going to mean a damn thing if the environment is messing with your sanity.

 

[Krieger]

You aren't even really able to choose a school in America, you just go to the public one that serves your specific area unless you're rich or lucky and can go to a private school (charter schools are a thing too but a lot of the time they're just as bad). Big cities have public schools dedicated to an area of study and good alternative schools, but if you're stuck in the middle of nowhere like I was you were just forced to go to the nearest public HS. That being said I did get to do my last 2 years online which was waaaaaaay better than any school I ever went to in person, but still less than favorable.

It sucks because some people are lucky to have really good public schools in their area while others are just doomed to go to a shitty one (like I did)

 

[Valky]

Absolutely not. My recovery road was long and hard (that's what she said, sorry) and one of my goals was always to go back to that school it all started in. Got made fun of by classmates and especially teachers because my anxiety and depression went through the roof and didn't allow me to even think straight or stay awake.
Once I left because of moving to live in a supervised housing my grades went back up again but when going back home and insisting to go back to that school because that is where all my friends were, it went downhill again. Went from going regularly going to school again to struggling to go for weeks, only to be there for a day and then go MIA again. I finally switched school completely and successfully completed it.

'Do not look for healing at the feet of those who broke you' - Rupi Kaur

 

[Dot]

(excuse me for my bad grammar)
do u think its really worth it to just bear in a school u really hate, i attend a religious boarding high school, no phone or any electrical device, all girls. and i thought my school is really just fucked up, toxic environment; friends,teacher,system. i did my cutting first time there, with a needle. and when some1 accidentally saw my wound they asked "oh u used needle? coward. use a blade/knife instead" and i used it. some1 even "show off" their cutting wound to gain appreciation, not bcs of any mental issues. every friend is.. meh for example, u always listen to all their problems, even giving advice and shits, but they never listen to u. u always joke to make their day, but when ur down they dont give af. i tried to move to another school but my counselling teacher always said "dont u feel bad for ur parents??...". i lost all my faith to god in that school. i always prayed but he didnt listen. now my parent is offering me to go home, but idk what will happen if i really come home bcs its in the middle of end term.

Hw old r u

 

[SoftWorries]

(excuse me for my bad grammar)
do u think its really worth it to just bear in a school u really hate, i attend a religious boarding high school, no phone or any electrical device, all girls. and i thought my school is really just fucked up, toxic environment; friends,teacher,system. i did my cutting first time there, with a needle. and when some1 accidentally saw my wound they asked "oh u used needle? coward. use a blade/knife instead" and i used it. some1 even "show off" their cutting wound to gain appreciation, not bcs of any mental issues. every friend is.. meh for example, u always listen to all their problems, even giving advice and shits, but they never listen to u. u always joke to make their day, but when ur down they dont give af. i tried to move to another school but my counselling teacher always said "dont u feel bad for ur parents??...". i lost all my faith to god in that school. i always prayed but he didnt listen. now my parent is offering me to go home, but idk what will happen if i really come home bcs its in the middle of end term.

Read the book Jawbone. You'd probably like it

 

[AsAboveSoBelow]

yo if u a kid still attending school, you should not be in this forum!

(excuse me for my bad grammar)
do u think its really worth it to just bear in a school u really hate, i attend a religious boarding high school, no phone or any electrical device, all girls. and i thought my school is really just fucked up, toxic environment; friends,teacher,system. i did my cutting first time there, with a needle. and when some1 accidentally saw my wound they asked "oh u used needle? coward. use a blade/knife instead" and i used it. some1 even "show off" their cutting wound to gain appreciation, not bcs of any mental issues. every friend is.. meh for example, u always listen to all their problems, even giving advice and shits, but they never listen to u. u always joke to make their day, but when ur down they dont give af. i tried to move to another school but my counselling teacher always said "dont u feel bad for ur parents??...". i lost all my faith to god in that school. i always prayed but he didnt listen. now my parent is offering me to go home, but idk what will happen if i really come home bcs its in the middle of end term.

 

[Little_Suzy]

Hw old r u

Not 18.