SalirDeLaMelancolía

SalirDeLaMelancolía

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Nov 29, 2020
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can someone help with a source? i attempted last year with SN already, (and unfortunately failed, but not due to the purity or quantity of the SN but rather being discovered), but the website i got it from took SN off of it's inventory, with my planning i had always been so confident in knowing where i could get it but now i can't and i feel helpless
 
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notahappygirl

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Jun 6, 2023
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I'm looking for a source as well. I currently have N but I want to have SN as backup. How did you fail your attempt?
 
SalirDeLaMelancolía

SalirDeLaMelancolía

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Nov 29, 2020
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I'm looking for a source as well. I currently have N but I want to have SN as backup. How did you fail your attempt?
i was found by family, i do think the SN would have been effective if not for that
 
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SalirDeLaMelancolía

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im not sure if you mean directly before passing out, but i'll start from when i first took it! directly after drinking it, i felt a lot of adrenaline, like i couldn't think of anything other than the fact that i just did what i did. my mind kind of drew a blank and i couldn't really lay down and just watch something or something like that. the first physical symptom i felt was this super warm acidy (?) feeling in my stomach, which again was directly after. i couldn't stop looking at my nails because it was a symptom i was very aware of beforehand, and i could actually see them turning blue, that symptom came fairly quickly, and im assuming my lips followed suit fairly soon after but i never got a chance to look at myself during the whole ordeal. then close to passing out i didn't really feel sleepy tired, i just felt drowsy-ish, if that makes sense. like weak rather than sleepy. and after that i passed out.
 
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frost_

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Jun 6, 2024
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im not sure if you mean directly before passing out, but i'll start from when i first took it! directly after drinking it, i felt a lot of adrenaline, like i couldn't think of anything other than the fact that i just did what i did. my mind kind of drew a blank and i couldn't really lay down and just watch something or something like that. the first physical symptom i felt was this super warm acidy (?) feeling in my stomach, which again was directly after. i couldn't stop looking at my nails because it was a symptom i was very aware of beforehand, and i could actually see them turning blue, that symptom came fairly quickly, and im assuming my lips followed suit fairly soon after but i never got a chance to look at myself during the whole ordeal. then close to passing out i didn't really feel sleepy tired, i just felt drowsy-ish, if that makes sense. like weak rather than sleepy. and after that i passed out.
Can you describe any pain or discomfort you felt?
 
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SalirDeLaMelancolía

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Can you describe any pain or discomfort you felt?
the "acidy" stomach part was pretty uncomfortable, and once i got to the hospital is was pure pain. like the worst pain i've probably ever felt in my life, and i was freezing cold, and seizing, and slipping in and out of consciousness, of course the SN took part in that, but i feel like i was only able to feel the pain because i was at the hospital and they were trying to keep me awake and alive. i believe SN is capable of being peaceful if you pass out with no disruption, at least i'm hoping. it was also very hard to breathe, i had to take very very long shallow and slow breaths and apparently i looked brown? or blue? im not sure what my parents described it as because they were there for the entire 2 hours, because it took 2 hours to get me stable and to throw up and everything. so yeah! afterwards i was very tired and then when i was in the ICU i was kind of crying to the doctor a little because of the pain i felt, i think it was in my stomach? and then i recovered physically soon after.
 
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rj3542

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Jun 27, 2024
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Had anyone had any luck with a US source or import in US recently?

I've been on here since January 2024 but just got up the nerve to make an account and post a few days ago.
 
booplesnoot34

booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
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Following this thread for leads too
 
feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

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May 29, 2024
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If no one wants to name a US source … understandable but wondering if there are reliable US sources and it's a matter of doing the right search ?
 
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reddalert

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Jun 8, 2024
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Also looking for a reliable SN source, if someone can PM me.
 
black.dahlia

black.dahlia

Member
Jul 9, 2023
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id also like a source as well, idk why but i cant seem to find anywhere to purchase it
 
jbear824

jbear824

F*ck humanity. Let's end this.
Jul 4, 2023
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People should be aware that the US is set to ban SN sales to individuals soon.
 

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