Slate128
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- May 5, 2019
- 84
In NZ the train system is shit. I have to drive 100km to the nearest railway line, where *one* train passes through *once* a day. I made the drive over this afternoon and missed it by 5 minutes.
HOWEVER I still consider this a relative success because a) I am completely uninjured and unharmed, so I'm not in any physical pain; b) my family are unaware, so I won't be restrained from using the car as a measure of 'prevention;' c) no police or first responders are involved so I won't be on any watchlist.
This is the beauty of the train method. I can literally just try again Friday and nothing can stop me. I only have to overcome SI for 10 seconds max and if I back out, it's easy to just try again some other time because nobody will know. And I haven't even gone into the fact that it is very lethal and reliable.
The common opinion on this forum is that train suicides are messy, have a broad impact (on drivers/onlookers) and are to be avoided. This is just the positives I've found with this method, especially around the freedom I still have to refine the plan.
HOWEVER I still consider this a relative success because a) I am completely uninjured and unharmed, so I'm not in any physical pain; b) my family are unaware, so I won't be restrained from using the car as a measure of 'prevention;' c) no police or first responders are involved so I won't be on any watchlist.
This is the beauty of the train method. I can literally just try again Friday and nothing can stop me. I only have to overcome SI for 10 seconds max and if I back out, it's easy to just try again some other time because nobody will know. And I haven't even gone into the fact that it is very lethal and reliable.
The common opinion on this forum is that train suicides are messy, have a broad impact (on drivers/onlookers) and are to be avoided. This is just the positives I've found with this method, especially around the freedom I still have to refine the plan.