asecretexit
ugh
- Feb 1, 2021
- 9
I just got quite a cut after trying to take the blades from a safety razor, something I have done time and time again with no injury, but today I was desperate. Soon got knocked out of that desperation when I sliced my finger deep- ouch. I don't think it's that bad that I need to go to hospital but that initial shock of seeing your finger split, knocks me sick. I am a bit squeamish when it comes to accidental injury, go figure.
I was already in a pretty fragile mindset, the sort of mindset where a little cut has just affirmed all the damning thoughts I had that lead me to almost relapse. This world is funny, and cruel, and utterly absurd. I need to get over my squeamishness and fear and find a way out.
I was already in a pretty fragile mindset, the sort of mindset where a little cut has just affirmed all the damning thoughts I had that lead me to almost relapse. This world is funny, and cruel, and utterly absurd. I need to get over my squeamishness and fear and find a way out.