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tilsleepcomes

tilsleepcomes

Willing to try anything.
Jul 23, 2021
106
Does your desire to CTB, or depression/sadness/frustration at what has led you here, ever morph into anger or a desire to take it out on others?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,046
No, not me personally. I never really feel angry, I just feel so tired, the kind of tiredness that no amount of sleep could ever take away. Its just so depressing how I have to wake up each day and how I am still here.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I have my anger episodes. I am angry at myself everyday.
 
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idk1

Member
May 19, 2022
15
I feel A LOT of anger towards my parents for continuing their bloodlines, and being bad parents to boot. I've vented to them quite a few times about it when I was a teen, despite knowing the beating that was coming from my Dad.

Other than that, I've never had the desire to take it out on anybody else but myself.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I don't feel anger towards anyone except myself. I hate myself and I hate everything about me. I'm angry that I'm so weak that I can't handle this life and that I'm leaving my family behind. I hate the way I look, think and act. I just feel shame and I feel stupid. August 6th can't get here fast enough.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,119
No. Never. I don't blame anyone else for how my life is.
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
206
Yeah, at times. Anger at the ones who hurt me, anger at myself for being unable to overcome it and sometimes anger at people who enjoy life. They don't deserve that anger though, they've found joy, it's hard to come by.
 
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