It hasnt told me who it was but im sure i have an idea. This just signals my speedy departure from the internet, and the risks it entails, further isolating me.
Tumblr was how i saw things related to my religion, depression and illnesses. It sort of aggregated everything together for me so nothing got stale. Just meme style images but it was relateable and though we never talked, there was a good group of us who just seemed to get each other. So much of my communication with one of my 2 friends was through there. I feel this as a big loss, and a huge violation. If anything, this just pushes me closer to the end.
Yes, and that's why it's so aggravating to me.
It's not fair that someone can take away yet one more outlet from someone who is already isolated. As you say above, it's a huge loss and a big violation. I would feel the same way and I would be very angry that someone was taking one of the few means I had of expressing myself to the world away because they can't keep from sticking their nose into my business, which is none of their business. If you weren't asking for help, then you probably didn't want any help, so who is this person to presume something and try to send you help when you don't want it and didn't ask for it?
I think this kind of thing irritates me because when I was younger, way before the Internet, I lived next-door to the town gossip in a very small town and my family was very dysfunctional. The woman next-door was constantly calling the police for things that were none of her business and when it wasn't warranted, and then, because it was a small town, it would be all over town in a short amount of time that the police had been to our house and people would be asking us questions about it, like anything that happened at our house was any of their business. This is kind of a similar thing where someone sees something and maybe misinterprets what it is and tries to interfere with it when, again, it's none of their business. And, of course, the Internet has made that kind of thing easier because everyone can remain anonymous so they don't have to face the consequences if they were wrong, or if they made somebody's situation worse.
There are some people who, I guess because they have no lives of their own, spend their time interfering in everyone else's life.
Anyway, as I said before, I'm sorry that this means of expression has been taken away from you. I hope you at least can feel free to express yourself here. Like any other forum, this place has its share of jerks I suppose, but for the most part I've found people here to be very understanding and kind. I hope you find what you're looking for here.
For me personally, this place has been a godsend. Mostly because I found a method that I think is going finally allow me to relatively peacefully ctb with the least amount of chance of failure that I've ever had.
But also, there have been people here who have shown much more understanding, consideration, and kindness to me than people IRL have and there are also several members on here who are very funny and have very wicked senses of humor and have made me laugh more than I've laughed in quite a long time.
I wish you peace.
