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rizleechboy
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- Oct 13, 2023
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Yesterday was my day back to uni classes. Felt shit all day, overwhelmed, anxious, angry etc. I was a bitch to a friend online. Punched myself pretty good. Today I was just tired, I have stuff due this week but didn't shit all day. Today I missed tickets to a live show of my favorite comedians, who are British and pretty much never come to the US. My one fucking chance. Just cried about that for an hour or so. Pathetic fucking life. I think I am pretty much burnt out from my classes. I don't care. Nothings real and I don't care. I don't have a good method available. It's just whether or not I take a chance on Benzos and alcohol. I know it probably won't even work which is why I'm reluctant towards it but fucking hell if I don't think about it all the fucking time.