Trying to find

[usernameforhere]

Folks

I'm trying to find a .... oh idk what the right word is... reason. I'm not a relationship person... they don't work for me.

I don't feel like I have too much to prove work wise.

Umm, really no desire to travel anymore, like yeah once in a while but.... not enough that it's a purpose.

I'm sick and having an existential crisis. I think if I could do anything I'd just have a lot of friends again and do silly things like watch movies and cook... maybe have too much wine....

I actually don't need anything extravagant... I mean I like to be comfortable.... but... idk what to do.

I was just thinking about the old days while I was writing this stream of consciousness. And I'm smiling thinking about them.

Idk how to make the new days what I liked about the old days.

 

[Lordsudbury]

Buddy u are not alone

 

[usernameforhere]

So can I ask, what's the last time you were happy or had a good day

Buddy u are not alone

 

[Lordsudbury]

So can I ask, what's the last time you were happy or had a good day

Today is better compared to yesterday when I made an active attempt. The two weeks before Thanksgiving were good and besides that, April 24

 

[usernameforhere]

Today is better compared to yesterday when I made an active attempt. The two weeks before Thanksgiving were good and besides that, April 24

Awesome that you've had some decent experiences lately...

 

[MindFrog]

Being apathetic does feel like you're not the person you used to be. We're so worn out of life that we can't give a flying f**k anymore. Sending some hugs to you, my friend . I hope we get better days.