trying to find the courage to kill myself

[aesthetic_recon]

My family doesnt own guns, but I fucked up today, bad. I'm trying to stay mad at myself to kill myself. I can't live with the consequences.

I love my mom but the pain I go through sucks, man, it just sucks.

I don't want to live any longer. I'm trying to find the courage to make a wound deep enough in my wrists to the point of bleeding out. My dad doesn't get home from work until 4-5 hours from now.

I don't know any of you, but pray for me, please. I have religious mania and hope I don't end up in hell.

 

[Light_]

My family doesnt own guns, but I fucked up today, bad. I'm trying to stay mad at myself to kill myself. I can't live with the consequences.

I love my mom but the pain I go through sucks, man, it just sucks.

I don't want to live any longer. I'm trying to find the courage to make a wound deep enough in my wrists to the point of bleeding out. My dad doesn't get home from work until 4-5 hours from now.

I don't know any of you, but pray for me, please. I have religious mania and hope I don't end up in hell.

Jesus died for all our sins. Religious people seem to have more fear than anyone . But if Jesus died for your sins I don't understand what the fear is. I don't think you will be damned for anything for what it's worth.

 

[tauntisha]

My family doesnt own guns, but I fucked up today, bad. I'm trying to stay mad at myself to kill myself. I can't live with the consequences.

I love my mom but the pain I go through sucks, man, it just sucks.

I don't want to live any longer. I'm trying to find the courage to make a wound deep enough in my wrists to the point of bleeding out. My dad doesn't get home from work until 4-5 hours from now.

I don't know any of you, but pray for me, please. I have religious mania and hope I don't end up in hell.

the chances of you dying via wrist slitting is very slim, you're more likely to have permanent nerve damage.
& if you're searching for courage, please consider that it isnt yet the time for you to ctb.

although, if you're determined, i suggest you reasearch other more reliable methods, perhaps refer to the PPH or the megathread!

nevertheless, i wish you the very best of luck, stranger.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand it's so dreadful and torturous suffering in this existence, I hope you find peace eventually.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

the chances of you dying via wrist slitting is very slim, you're more likely to have permanent nerve damage.
& if you're searching for courage, please consider that it isnt yet the time for you to ctb.

although, if you're determined, i suggest you reasearch other more reliable methods, perhaps refer to the PPH or the megathread!

nevertheless, i wish you the very best of luck, stranger.

Echoing this. Please check out the resource thread, OP. If you have any questions or need help finding something, feel free to reach out. PMs open.