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Ailashan

Extase dreams!
Oct 8, 2023
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Hi there, just me trying to choke myself unconscious to train, i'll update my progress

9:24 pm-I felt a little bit dizzy but didnt pass out, i might have something here

9:26 pm- tried to use the palm of my hands instead of the thumb, felt some pressure in my head but still didnt went to sleep

9:28 pm- I applied pressure close to my jaw, my neck muscles hurt, silly me.

9:30 pm- Grabbed the back of my neck with my fingers to use it as a leverage, felt light-headed and my vision blurred a bit but no sleeping

9:33 pm- I tried to feel my arteries with my fingers to press them, total fail. I ended up pressing my ligaments or something similar.

9:38 pm- Im trying to think of a way to apply a both strong and precise pressure. Not easy, would be nice if i was able to wrap my own arm around my neck, just like for a rear neck choke but unfortunately it's impossible

9:43 pm- Applied a lot of pressure in the middle of my neck sides, felt very uncomfortable. Also i got headaches, lol

9:47 pm- Tried to go deep on the top of my neck, felt some pressure.



Gotta stop here, im feeling a little bit tired from all this i'll try again tomorrow i guess. Didnt know it was that hard. HELP
 
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