Mywill

Mywill

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It might sound crazy but I kinda want to get arrested and go to prison for once. And try every drugs available to mankind.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I highly recommend fantasy over reality for the first.

For the second, have a blast. Though it could end up being your ticket to the first, or being unexpectedly vulnerable to the kinds of assaults you'd experience in the first.

I know, I'm a party pooper. Every party has one.

Edit: Can I make a guess about you? Are you a male 25 or younger? Of course no expectation of you to reply. :)
 
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Nem

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It might sound crazy but I kinda want to get arrested and go to prison for once. And try every drugs available to mankind.
Sounds a bit crazy but like, this place is home to that
Peace/hugs❤️
 
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Lostandfound7

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Welllllll, depending on the crime, where u r in the country, n if it's fed or state prison (HUGE diff between the 2), that could b a very interesting ride...

Also, depending on the crime n prison, u might not need to ctb as someone in there could b more than willing to help u out...

B prepared to fight...my nephew just came home after 7 yrs in fed prison..n another friend just did 2 in state..big diff!
 
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AcornUnderground

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Welllllll, depending on the crime, where u r in the country, n if it's fed or state prison (HUGE diff between the 2), that could b a very interesting ride...

Also, depending on the crime n prison, u might not need to ctb as someone in there could b more than willing to help u out...

B prepared to fight...my nephew just came home after 7 yrs in fed prison..n another friend just did 2 in state..big diff!
Truth: go to local jail - not prison! Public intoxication is a good ticket.
 
Mywill

Mywill

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Feb 6, 2020
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I highly recommend fantasy over reality for the first.

For the second, have a blast. Though it could end up being your ticket to the first, or being unexpectedly vulnerable to the kinds of assaults you'd experience in the first.

I know, I'm a party pooper. Every party has one.

Edit: Can I make a guess about you? Are you a male 25 or younger? Of course no expectation of you to reply. :)
Am 20 this year, if I'm going to die anyways why dont just make a bang out of it.
 
Soraa

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Feb 27, 2020
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That's exactly why I'm going to try dmt later this month. If it cures my depression, it'll be two birds in one stone.
 
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Jean Améry

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I don't see how prison could possibly contribute to your well-being. If you must have that experience get into a fight in a public space which provides a good chance of being thrown in jail for a night. That ought to be enough. Don't do anything stupid that might result in a criminal conviction as this will likely haunt you for the rest of your life or at least the foreseeable future.

As to trying every drug known to man: I'd avoid certain drugs like heroin with a high addiction potential and severe consequences for your health.

It sounds to me like you want adventure most of all: there are plenty of ways to get that that don't involve losing your freedom or ending up a miserable wreck. I do encourage you to explore other ways of making your life worthwhile but I don't think a prison sentence or a drug habit will be conductive to becoming content enough to actually want to live.
 
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Had the same mindset as you two years ago. I have tried essentially every drug. I've done acid, shrooms, ketamine, MDMA, cocaine, opiates, and a bunch of others. It's interesting to try something new. But in general, drugs aren't worth the stress. I wouldn't say that the drug 'lifestyle' is fun. So if you do decide to go this route, be smart about it. Do your research and don't binge. If your mind start saying things like "just one more time this week won't hurt, I'll stop after that", you need to kill that impulse right away. You don't want to become a drug addict. You don't want that shame and stress. But if you want a couple of psychedelic trips before you CTB, then go for it. It won't be boring, I can promise you that.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Am 20 this year, if I'm going to die anyways why dont just make a bang out of it.

I asked because -- and I say this not judgmentally, but cautionarily, with both directness and compassion -- the human brain is not fully developed until around the age of 25, especially in the areas of risk-taking and using cognitive skills. Males from adolescence to 25 are far more likely to engage in risk-taking behaviors that land them in the hospital, the morgue, jail/prison, or honorably mentioned in the Darwin Awards. If you end up in jail/prison, you are likely to have some pretty nasty shit happen to you from inmates and staff alike, with no recourse for justice and nowhere to escape to. If you wanna go out with a bang, there are other high-adrenaline options like bungee jumping, sky diving, backpacking in a foreign country, etc.

I respect your right to choose and do whatever you wish. If you pursue your stated desires and they come true, I hope for you the best possible outcomes. :heart:
 
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