trying again today

[RobinWhoLostItAll]

im gonna attempt in a little bit again, im tired, im a bitch so dont have high hopes but hopefully this time i ctb, thanks everyone here for your kindness

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan! may you find peace, safe travels and good luck!

 

[RobinWhoLostItAll]

I wish you all the best with your plan! may you find peace, safe travels and good luck!

thank you, my rope is set up and i started drinking already, ill be attempting shortly
im blasting I Really Wanna Stay At Your House by rosa walton, it reminds me of better times and how theyre over for good

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.

 

[justcallmeJ]

I wish you the best whatever happens <3

 

[hellispink]

Best luck

 

[RobinWhoLostItAll]

I CANT DO IT I STILL CANT FUCKING DO IT
FUCK
FUCK I HATE THIS I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH
what the fuck am i suppossed to do now

 

[SVEN]

SI is such a downer. Be kind to yourself.

 

[RobinWhoLostItAll]

SI is such a downer. Be kind to yourself.

i dont deserve kindness i dont deserve shit
im a horrible person i just wanna kill myself

 

[thalasabin]

i dont deserve kindness i dont deserve shit
im a horrible person i just wanna kill myself

i feel the same way its a painful feeling

 

[SVEN]

i dont deserve kindness i dont deserve shit
im a horrible person i just wanna kill myself

Best wishes in managing to ctb at some point.

 

[imrantahir1208]

I believe hanging causes a much higher amount of SI than other methods. Maybe consider using a different method, not saying SI will not kick in still but it maybe lessened to a great degree.

 

[RobinWhoLostItAll]

I believe hanging causes a much higher amount of SI than other methods. Maybe consider using a different method, not saying SI will not kick in still but it maybe lessened to a great degree.

i dont have the means to try anything else, unemployed and living in a tgird world country, buying shit abroad isnt an option