Venting Truth is I'm scared to die

[sadDaysAhead]

I know that when I CTB I will be at peace but I'm scared of doing something wrong I have taken a few days to decide what method to use I'm going to use hanging method hopefully I don't fuck it up I will be ordering the rope tomorrow 1 meter rope will also try the exit bag while hanging for more assistance.

 

[novem]

different methods have different levels of fear

 

[sadDaysAhead]

different methods have different levels of fear

That's the most logical response that's how I feel afraid hopefully everything goes to plan and I don't get brain damage

 

[missingpeace]

The more you think about it, the more hesitant you will be. Every method has its risks. The only one that apparently doesn't do harm and that you can bounce back from is SN. I guess that's why it's such a popular choice.

 

[FuneralCry]

The thought of failing ctb scares me as well and it sounds so horrific to me ending up back in this world after trying to leave it behind, it's terrifying how suicide methods can potentially go wrong. It certainly makes methods like hanging sound so much easier than they actually are when you hear of all these people succeeding with it, I envy the courage that they had.

I personally find so much comfort in the thought of non existence, as to die would solve everything for me, and I see permanent nothingness as being so incredibly ideal, but it's just beyond unfair how it's this difficult for us to get there. It's very true that a straightforward way to exit this world is what we deserve the option of after being so unfairly forced here in the first place.

 

[Sparx]

It's human nature to be scared to die. It's just that living can become so unbearable for whatever reason that it can outweigh the fear.

 

[eashanm]

The more you think about it, the more hesitant you will be. Every method has its risks. The only one that apparently doesn't do harm and that you can bounce back from is SN. I guess that's why it's such a popular choice.

Any cases of people having not died from SN and having not suffered brain damage or so?

 

[SuicidalSheep]

I'm too scared but it's not like there's another way out for me. I have to get over it there's no other choice.