Venting Trust no one

[Gromit-CTB]

This week has shown me exactly who you can trust.

NO ONE

I will plan my next CTB and trust nobody at all.

Totally let down by so many, this time I will not reach out to anyone or trust anyone.

Thanks for the kind words from everyone yesterday but am going it alone with no support from anyone and will do this alone.

I hope you all get to feel the inner peace you need to do what you have to.

 

[Meditation guide]

You are smart to trust no one. The most serious problems I've ever had came from trusting someone. Never trust anyone.

 

[WornOutLife]

I agree with @Meditation guide , it's a smart choice not to trust anybody.
Wish you the best with whatever method and plan you pick and hope you find peace soon!

 

[Heart Shards]

The SS community stands with you :-) Your secret is safe with us.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

My next plan is not going to be pain free and could take up to 5 days to reach ctb but at least I am not relying on anyone else. People are so twisted why did I ever believe people where being truthful

 

[newave3]

I really wish the best for you and hope that everything works out well.

 

[Sherri]

I trust a few people here, saying that we stay in the group only through PMs. We never ask for celular phone numbers of any social media, and it's great to see the messages from the people you care the most when I log in.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I trust a few people here, saying that we stay in the group only through PMs. We never ask for celular phone numbers of any social media, and it's great to see the messages from the people you care the most when I log in.

I'm glad you have that. I thought I did but was deluded

 

[Weary Soul]

Gotta do what you gotta do Gromit, and I totally respect your decision. I have spent a long enough time on the net and in chat rooms to get where you are coming from.

<3

 

[Sherri]

I'm glad you have that. I thought I did but was deluded

Well you welcome to PM me anytime Gromit. The more the merrier.

 

[sadworld]

You are a smart guy. Best wishes, I hope everything works out for you. Hugs!

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

You are very smart and kind, I am sorry others chose to betray you rather than be trusted friends and confidants.

 

[Leiden]

I'm sorry you feel so alone and that you can't trust anyone

When I try to reach out to someone, they always say, don't talk like that, I don't want to hear that kind of talk, or something else less than helpful...even things to try and make me feel bad sometimes. It really does make you feel alone. I wouldn't be saying it if I could just miraculously make it go away. They brush it aside because it either hurts them or they don't want to have to deal with it, or they just don't care enough..who knows really. So I know how alone you feel. I have been let down so many times by the person who is supposed to love me the most. You are not alone in the fact that many of us here do feel this way, whether it's from a loved one, phycologist, or anyone else that we trusted in.

 

[botanormal]

I'm so sorry your experiences have left you feeling this way. Whatever feels most comfortable for you, is what you should do, and don't let anybody pressure you into anything otherwise. Good luck with everything, I sincerely hope you're able to get some peace from all of your pain.

 

[Meditation guide]

I've been betrayed by just about everyone. Parents too.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I've been betrayed by just about everyone. Parents too.

Really sorry to hear that. People are twisted

 

[yive]

i totally agree. i don't think you can trust anyone in this broken and hostile world.
good luck, Gromit! my best wishes too

i'm sure that everything will be fine with you and you will find what you are looking for

 

[Symbiote]

The best way to ensure a proper CTB is trust your method and trust yourself, no one else. No pacts, no outside influences, not even a video chat.

 

[feast or famine]

I am sorry you feel this way. I do, too. It's wise not to trust anyone, especially on a site like this. Sometimes we learn the hard way. I know I have. I wish you well.

 

[justanotherstar]

Gromit I'm so sad to read this but I completely understand your decision. People are so fucked up, it makes me mad that you've been let down. I guess we never really know who we're talking to. It's hard to read that your next plan to CTB will take up to 5 days - I know you'll get the outcome you want but that doesn't sound kind or pleasant and I guess all any of us wants is a peaceful way out. I wish nothing but a peaceful passing for you. Whilst you're entirely right to trust nobody if you have the urge to reach out I hope you can do that. I'd like to think there are still people who could help even though we're all just temporary fixtures. My inbox is open, I'm no saviour, just another suffering human being, I make no commitment or promises to anyone, I just have a pair of ears and a dying heart, once I have my SN I'm off but for now I'm around, no strings attached

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Gromit I'm so sad to read this but I completely understand your decision. People are so fucked up, it makes me mad that you've been let down. I guess we never really know who we're talking to. It's hard to read that your next plan to CTB will take up to 5 days - I know you'll get the outcome you want but that doesn't sound kind or pleasant and I guess all any of us wants is a peaceful way out. I wish nothing but a peaceful passing for you. Whilst you're entirely right to trust nobody if you have the urge to reach out I hope you can do that. I'd like to think there are still people who could help even though we're all just temporary fixtures. My inbox is open, I'm no saviour, just another suffering human being, I make no commitment or promises to anyone, I just have a pair of ears and a dying heart, once I have my SN I'm off but for now I'm around, no strings attached

Thank you means a lot

 

[LooksAtMoonDog]

This week has shown me exactly who you can trust.

NO ONE

Sad but true. It's nice that we have this online community, but ultimately you can only rely on yourself.

 

[RepressedMind]

We all here wish you the best and we hope that you find peace

 

[Ghost2211]

I agree with you completely. It's really best to not make oneself vulnerable. Is this about the BH thread or did something happen since? No need to get into it if you don't want to.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I agree with you completely. It's really best to not make oneself vulnerable. Is this about the BH thread or did something happen since? No need to get into it if you don't want to.

Part of it BH and part other stuff. Just stayi.g away from toxic people and those that play games with seriously ill people who trust what they are told because they think they are friends

 

[Nimbus]

I'm sad that so many people feel this way. I understand that it's not without good reason or cause, but we all need and deserve at least one person we can trust. I consider myself fortunate to have a couple people in my life that I can truly trust and confide in, but they have shown me over many years that they deserve my trust.