FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I very strongly believe that once we die, we just cease to exist and this thought is the only comfort and relief. To me peace could never exist as long as there is some form of awareness, it could only ever lie in the absence of everything where I won't even know that I'm gone. This is why death will always be ideal to me, as there is nothing more perfect than the state of nonexistence. Therefore, as a result of this I see suicide as being self care as I know that I deserve the peace that only death could bring. Suicide is self care as existence means suffering and to die solves all problems, and death cures and heals everything. When life itself is the true harmful thing then only death could really be the solution for me.
In non existence there is no need for solutions as there is no more problems and to die is ideal as there are simply no disadvantages to being dead. No matter what I will always view it as being preferable to not exist, as something so useless and unnecessary as existence could never be worth enduring for me. I see no value in staying here to risk even worse torment, I only see benefits in choosing to leave this hellish world behind. The thing that I despise and see as being so cruel is that it's this difficult and risky for us to achieve this permanent peace. This fact just proves how disgusting this world really is, where torture is seen as being acceptable and is something to be prolonged.
So therefore to exist is a curse and it will always be a cruel, tragic mistake the fact that life exists and how we have the ability to suffer. As long as we exist there could never be any relief from suffering which is why of course only death could ever be true peace. In comparison to the harsh reality of this existence, the thought of permanent nonexistence really is something so incredibly beautiful to me. I just think it sounds like such an incredibly wonderful thing to fall asleep forever with all problems instantly solved, this life forgotten about where it's not even a distant memory. I certainly believe that only those who die are truly fortunate.
In non existence there is no need for solutions as there is no more problems and to die is ideal as there are simply no disadvantages to being dead. No matter what I will always view it as being preferable to not exist, as something so useless and unnecessary as existence could never be worth enduring for me. I see no value in staying here to risk even worse torment, I only see benefits in choosing to leave this hellish world behind. The thing that I despise and see as being so cruel is that it's this difficult and risky for us to achieve this permanent peace. This fact just proves how disgusting this world really is, where torture is seen as being acceptable and is something to be prolonged.
So therefore to exist is a curse and it will always be a cruel, tragic mistake the fact that life exists and how we have the ability to suffer. As long as we exist there could never be any relief from suffering which is why of course only death could ever be true peace. In comparison to the harsh reality of this existence, the thought of permanent nonexistence really is something so incredibly beautiful to me. I just think it sounds like such an incredibly wonderful thing to fall asleep forever with all problems instantly solved, this life forgotten about where it's not even a distant memory. I certainly believe that only those who die are truly fortunate.