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Arcanist
- Oct 28, 2019
- 454
This sounds bad but I'm doubting whether I can be with my bf being the suicidal hikikomori I am.
I thought having a NEET bf would be great but even just spending time with another person (even if they are just a rotter who likes to sit at home like me) can be too exhausting. Being around people wears me out.
Also I need to die soon. Hopefully by end of summer.
I'm trying to decide whether to end the relationship or not. It feels exhausting being in a relationship when I'm so ill and unable to cope with people. also I dont want my bf to have to deal with my death.
I thought having a NEET bf would be great but even just spending time with another person (even if they are just a rotter who likes to sit at home like me) can be too exhausting. Being around people wears me out.
Also I need to die soon. Hopefully by end of summer.
I'm trying to decide whether to end the relationship or not. It feels exhausting being in a relationship when I'm so ill and unable to cope with people. also I dont want my bf to have to deal with my death.