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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
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I have been working from home since two weeks. I am already stressed out due to the work and my mother is shouting and yelling at my father for very petty reasons. It's a part of her personality to shout and yell. I hate her. I was getting better but this is all triggering me and making me feeling suicidal again.
 
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redsendtend

redsendtend

hope there's a heaven
Feb 13, 2026
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You could book a night at a hotel? Try camping maybe; you could look into van camping.
 
witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
122
Sorry to hear. That kind of reminds me of my life growing up. I lived (still live) in a small apartment and they argued almost every day. It was very embarrassing when they'd do it while I had a friend over.

Do you have to work from home, or are you able to work (at least part of the day) from an internet cafe or public library or something?

I wish I had a WFH job. Holy fuck. Most of them seem like scams though, or are inundated with applications or pay next to nothing or require being an over-the-phone verbal punching bag for disgruntled customers while also the recipient of passive aggressiveness from a low-level manager, or some combination thereof / all of the above.
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
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I have been working from home since two weeks. I am already stressed out due to the work and my mother is shouting and yelling at my father for very petty reasons. It's a part of her personality to shout and yell. I hate her. I was getting better but this is all triggering me and making me feeling suicidal again.
I'm sorry this is happening to you. My mom is similar, it got to a point where I actually got terminated from my workplace because of her… Living in this kind of environment really does have a major impact on anyone's life and unfortunately, it's really hard to change the way they behave… I hope you can work from the office again soon or even better, find independence and create as much distance from them as possible..
 

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