I thought long and hard about posting this. In the end I decided to because I have to get it out of me or it will destroy me inside.
I have marked it as [TW] - [Trigger Warning] because it discusses themes about what it means to be Human in the world that are under threat.
*You have been warned*
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I feel I need to write about this to help me to deal with these feelings. These themes and issues are causing me great fear, pain and - whilst I do meditate, it can make even doing this challenging, knowing what is down the pipeline.
Also this discusses things that counter the traditional media narrative. I have these as my beliefs, and you may have your own contrary beliefs as well. We respect each others beliefs, without resorting to calling one another Anti-This or Pro-This.
I'll start on a positive note however. What this last month has taught me, more than anything, is that I have a choice. I have a choice over what I decide to look at, how I spend my time, what I put in my body. This has been somewhat revelatory to me, because before I either felt I never had a choice - or felt that I could not exercise it, or I was not deserving of the choice.
What's lead me to write this to a video that I was exposed to recently. Call it "Fear Mongering", or conspiracy, or whatever box you would like put it in. The fact is, all facts stated are all independently verifiable as truthful via Patent applications. This itself can be hard to bear, because it is all happening right under our noses.
The first is this one, by Carrie Madej - a discussion about the ModeRNA treatment for COVID-19 and "Transhumanism"
Also, the recently leaked "Operation Moonshot" document https://www.bmj.com/content/370/bmj.m3558 which indicates that people will be sanctioned or rewarded for refusing/accepting tests and/or immunisations.
If you haven't seen the video by Carrie, give it a look and give yourself a day or so to process it. Then come back.
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So my initial reaction was obviously one of Fear, Terror, Despondency. How dare he attempt to force this on the human race.
What is at the root of my fear? Loss of "myself", based on my current conception of "myself".
: I define :myself as (more or less) an independent agent in the world, : I have "my" own genetic code, needs, wants and desires. Who's to say that if : I am eventually criminally coerced into accepting this treatment, that My perception wont change. The Human Race has been accelerating faster and faster towards some kind of singularity for so many years, and while I've drawn :my own line in the sand for some time, this would appear to be the "final push". Will this new I simply accept this infusion of new DNA, this gray goo, because once it is part of me it will want to protect and propagate itself.
:My physical health and mental health is important to me, will the Posthuman Me care about this. Will it only care about the "Greater Good", the singularity. : I care about the Physical Health of my family, friends and loved ones. Will the new I care about them, will it just accept everything that happens as "Part of the plan".
: I will resist. : I do not accept. : I do not consent, to any of this. Would the new "I" think.. "Whatever was the old : I worried about, it was all a fuss over nothing".
It makes the old : I really wish to CTB, to not have to deal with any of this issues. Because when the new I is born, he maybe cannot bring himself to CTB - because he wishes to protect the new genetic material and gray goo inside. Do I keep some SN or Cyanide on me at all times, for when they come to administer this to me I can leave quickly and peacefully rather than allowing myself to be violated by some foreign invader.
Do I take what little money I have, and make a new start out at sea, or in the forest - living off the land, away from this terrifying society and what it otherwise has in store for me. But then how can I in good conscience leave my loved ones behind and let them receive this treatment. Because to :Me, it sounds like a fate worse than death, like becoming a remote control comatose zombie for eternity. Good bye spirituality, goodbye nice human qualities.
If I am to stay, and tough it out, what choices do I have?
Resist: This will only work to a point before life becomes more and more difficult and then impossible to carry out.
Revolt: This one person is so powerful as to make this pointless, he even owns sites like Mirror Project and Change.Org which are supposed to affect change for good.
Drop Out: Come away from the city, live off the land, or the sea. Tell yourself you gave it a good shot, but that you woke up too late. Game over, you lost.
CTB: I believe that to be born a Human is a gift, and that this action is not to be taken lightly. I may keep this as a possibility for later on, should my humanity become under immediate threat.
Accept: Welcome the new TransHuman, Welcome my new fellow TransHumans. Welcome to Bill's Brave New World and 1984 on Ultra-Steroids.
Anyone who read this far, thank you - sorry for the depressing themes and letting me vent.
I have marked it as [TW] - [Trigger Warning] because it discusses themes about what it means to be Human in the world that are under threat.
*You have been warned*
[Scroll down for content]
I feel I need to write about this to help me to deal with these feelings. These themes and issues are causing me great fear, pain and - whilst I do meditate, it can make even doing this challenging, knowing what is down the pipeline.
Also this discusses things that counter the traditional media narrative. I have these as my beliefs, and you may have your own contrary beliefs as well. We respect each others beliefs, without resorting to calling one another Anti-This or Pro-This.
I'll start on a positive note however. What this last month has taught me, more than anything, is that I have a choice. I have a choice over what I decide to look at, how I spend my time, what I put in my body. This has been somewhat revelatory to me, because before I either felt I never had a choice - or felt that I could not exercise it, or I was not deserving of the choice.
What's lead me to write this to a video that I was exposed to recently. Call it "Fear Mongering", or conspiracy, or whatever box you would like put it in. The fact is, all facts stated are all independently verifiable as truthful via Patent applications. This itself can be hard to bear, because it is all happening right under our noses.
The first is this one, by Carrie Madej - a discussion about the ModeRNA treatment for COVID-19 and "Transhumanism"
Also, the recently leaked "Operation Moonshot" document https://www.bmj.com/content/370/bmj.m3558 which indicates that people will be sanctioned or rewarded for refusing/accepting tests and/or immunisations.
If you haven't seen the video by Carrie, give it a look and give yourself a day or so to process it. Then come back.
---------------------
So my initial reaction was obviously one of Fear, Terror, Despondency. How dare he attempt to force this on the human race.
What is at the root of my fear? Loss of "myself", based on my current conception of "myself".
: I define :myself as (more or less) an independent agent in the world, : I have "my" own genetic code, needs, wants and desires. Who's to say that if : I am eventually criminally coerced into accepting this treatment, that My perception wont change. The Human Race has been accelerating faster and faster towards some kind of singularity for so many years, and while I've drawn :my own line in the sand for some time, this would appear to be the "final push". Will this new I simply accept this infusion of new DNA, this gray goo, because once it is part of me it will want to protect and propagate itself.
:My physical health and mental health is important to me, will the Posthuman Me care about this. Will it only care about the "Greater Good", the singularity. : I care about the Physical Health of my family, friends and loved ones. Will the new I care about them, will it just accept everything that happens as "Part of the plan".
: I will resist. : I do not accept. : I do not consent, to any of this. Would the new "I" think.. "Whatever was the old : I worried about, it was all a fuss over nothing".
It makes the old : I really wish to CTB, to not have to deal with any of this issues. Because when the new I is born, he maybe cannot bring himself to CTB - because he wishes to protect the new genetic material and gray goo inside. Do I keep some SN or Cyanide on me at all times, for when they come to administer this to me I can leave quickly and peacefully rather than allowing myself to be violated by some foreign invader.
Do I take what little money I have, and make a new start out at sea, or in the forest - living off the land, away from this terrifying society and what it otherwise has in store for me. But then how can I in good conscience leave my loved ones behind and let them receive this treatment. Because to :Me, it sounds like a fate worse than death, like becoming a remote control comatose zombie for eternity. Good bye spirituality, goodbye nice human qualities.
If I am to stay, and tough it out, what choices do I have?
Resist: This will only work to a point before life becomes more and more difficult and then impossible to carry out.
Revolt: This one person is so powerful as to make this pointless, he even owns sites like Mirror Project and Change.Org which are supposed to affect change for good.
Drop Out: Come away from the city, live off the land, or the sea. Tell yourself you gave it a good shot, but that you woke up too late. Game over, you lost.
CTB: I believe that to be born a Human is a gift, and that this action is not to be taken lightly. I may keep this as a possibility for later on, should my humanity become under immediate threat.
Accept: Welcome the new TransHuman, Welcome my new fellow TransHumans. Welcome to Bill's Brave New World and 1984 on Ultra-Steroids.
Anyone who read this far, thank you - sorry for the depressing themes and letting me vent.
