v1car10us
Member
- Oct 10, 2019
- 29
i recently broke up with my s/o. i told her i could not deal with the stress of my (abusive) parents & the loss of my closest friend to suicide. i cant focus on a relationship & it isn't fair to her to try & put in effort to us if i'm not maintaining full attention on us. i don't want a relationship clouded by other people who keep me constantly stressed & anxious & depressed. anyways, that was less than two weeks ago. & now she texted me today, trying to accuse me of having sex with a minor. no explanation, no reasoning behind it, just blatant rumors to bring me down further than i've already brought myself. i feel so alone. i was molested for months by a male figure a few years older than me when i was in 1st grade & it's sickening to be accused of that. i cant believe what my life has come to. now she's having her friends berate me & make comments & hurl slurs to someone who's already broken. idk. she's with one of my best friends right now. best friend since freshman year of high school. it's only been two weeks since we broke up. i don't know what to do i just want to be with ashton wherever he is