Are you serious? Drawing is a type of art. With art we want to tell other people a story. It doesn't matter which type or art we using, it matters what kind of story we want to tell and how good we can do this.
Good art tells us good stories about many things. Life, good things, love, music, people, emotions etc. or a mix of many things. In my opinion, every one is a type of Artis. Everyone wants to tell their story. Sometimes through a good song, a picture, drawing, book or even a programm code.
Your drawing has so many emotions and feelings inside.
There are two types of people out there. This kind of people who can understand the emotions and feeling in your drawning and this one who can not. Often people who never suffering much in their life.
Imagine in three years, someone came up in this Forum and can see your drawing. Can feel you pain. This person want to know all about you und your story. Why you here, why you suffering, why do you want to die and ... why can't someone help you ...
Thats all we can do for the people after us. The memories of our life. Your drawing is a masterpiece and I love it.
And of course, your draw style is also very good. I want to see more and I want to know more about you.
My dude, you don't understand how much your words have impacted me. I didn't know my drawings could bear so many emotions and stories, I only drew this 'cause I needed to vent, I didn't know it would be that deep. Thank you for the kind words, I don't quite see my drawing as a masterpiece but if you say so that must mean it has something good in it soo yeah thank you.
It's weird to think that someone wants to know more about my person, I think of myself as so uninteresting ya know?
But if you want, I guess I could share some stories :)
Again, thanks for the kind words and thanks for being here for me
I just came back to the drawing & holy shit I just saw the censored Sanctioned Suicide in the search bar
oh the number of times I've typed it out in the search bar!
I pour my feelings & thoughts into my art too.
You know in moments of deep anguish I
tell myself, this is it. I'm gonna stand my ground & never go back on the decision to kms, that's FINAL.
But I always end up wavering. Life is one hell of a drug.
Even I've done some stupid shit like trying to strangle myself with my own bare hands hoping I will create some sort of tolerace to oxygen deprivation & carry it out
so I absolutely get the desperation.
You seem like a great person too & I'm super glad to get to know you!
Aw maaaaaan I'd love to see your art!! I bet it's awesome, especially with emotion poured into it.
Sometimes I think of getting help, like, i don't really wann die, I just don't want life to be like this anymore, I don't want to hurt my family and my close friends so I don't tell them what my thoughts are. But still, most of the time I just wanna be dead, cause if I'm dead I won't feel anything right? So it's always a freaking back and forth (don't know how to spell it, English ain't my main language).
Oh and the intrusive thoughts, flashes of me doing the most disgusting things to myself, I even dreamt of fucking hurting myself and hanging.
The desperation buddy, glad to know you understand what I'm feeling, well, maybe not glad cause you hurt yourself in the process soooo I guess mixed feelings??
I'm not sure if I'm a great person, but I'd love to be your friend :)
Hello! I love your drawing. I also struggle with a similar mindset but I would love to see more of your drawings. And I'm sure many would as well. I will be here for you if you ever need someone to talk to or vent to.
Aww dude you mean it? Glad you liked it :)
Kinda sad you have the same mindset, I guess if you ever have to vent I'll be here for you too buddy.
Man I never thought so many people would want to see my art but I think they want????
Doesn't make sense but okok :)
