Traveller's goodbye thread

[Traveller12724]

Okay my time has come, I would first like to thank the creators of SaSu, what they've created is truly remarkable, a safe place where we can discuss life and death openly. I will forever be in their debt, this place has been a home for me for the past year. I met some amazing people here including my dear friend Bear who ctbed last year and @luvpup, luvpup has been my buddy this last week, she is such a kind-hearted amazing person and I couldn't more grateful. I am proud of the person she is and even prouder to have had the honor to call her a friend this past week. I always imagined my last days being really lonely since I had lost bear but luvpup made me better by being herself, I owe her a debt of gratitude. Lastly I would like to say thank you to @opheliaoveragain for everything. Also I would like to thank @pinkblur for his friendship in the past year and @DOHARDTHINGS24.

I run my race in this lifetime and now it's time for me to rest. I will see you all on the other side.

I am doing the pph205 version of the sn protocol since it's simpler. I have fasted for 24hrs, t-60 = ibuprofen (600mg), t-40=(meto 30mg), t-0= sn(25g)

Goodbye my friends! I will try to update if I can.

 

[dissociation]

I hope you find peace.

 

[luvpup]

i am crying as i write this, i try not to get too close to anyone on here ad tell myself i know the end but i cant help it. im so happy that i could at least be there for you, im sorry for the friend you have lost i wish you nothing but peace, and youll always be an angel on the other side in my eyes and thank you for listening to me even through your own struggles here i really will miss you and im sorry its come to this too

 

[Al_stargate]

Was nice chatting with you! Sorry life brought you to this point. Wish you well in whatever comes next!

 

[opheliaoveragain]

so so so much love you to my sweet friend. you will absolutely be thought of and missed. still gonna light a candle for you. hug Bear for me

 

[moonmuse]

peace

 

[Traveller12724]

so so so much love you to my sweet friend. you will absolutely be thought of and missed. still gonna light a candle for you. hug Bear for me

O you saw in time, oh my god thank you thank you, thanks for everything O, you know how much you've meant to me and bear, I will hug her for you!

 

[opheliaoveragain]

O you saw in time, oh my god thank you thank you, thanks for everything O, you know how much you've meant to me and bear, I will hug her for you!

I came here immediately. I am sending you a massive fucking hug. I am fully crying but I respect your decision always. you'll be on my mind. I wish you nothing but peace. love both you and Bear. here with you if you choose to update.

 

[zizzou]

May you find what youre looking for :)

 

[Traveller12724]

Meto taken, 2 cups made, it looks like I can just take it one shot, hopefuly it won't be too bad

 

[rozeske]

I'm sorry to see you go. I wish you a peaceful journey and I hope the other side is much kinder to you.

 

[Traveller12724]

Alright 15 mins to go, I am gonna put on some music

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you dear friend.

 

[Dante_]

Wishing you well traveler I hope whatever awaits is much kinder to you. Going to miss seeing you around, there's always something about each and everyone who joins this community, each user is so special and no doubt, will leave a mark here whenever the day comes.

 

[avalokitesvara]

Safe travels and take care

 

[Traveller12724]

Alright it's time, let me shake the cup
so salty
I am sitting now
I feel okay, I am waiting
heart rate is spiking up
not too scared
thank you guys for being here

I feel warm for some reason

 

[opheliaoveragain]

nothing but love.

 

[Traveller12724]

heart rate is spiking again
don't feel any nausea yet, just heart rate spiking
I am still here, just sitting with heart rate spiking, but that's it
i am gonna lay on my right side
feel dizzy but not too bad I can still write but I need to lay down now
not too bad super dizzy it;d time

 

[decayingdoll]

you're so brave.. i hope you're being as comfortable as possible

 

[luvpup]

heart rate is spiking again
don't feel any nausea yet, just heart rate spiking
I am still here, just sitting with heart rate spiking, but that's it
i am gonna lay on my right side
feel dizzy but not too bad I can still write but I need to lay down now
not too bad super dizzy it;d time

i love you for making it this far, and for being human, im glad you are not nauseous, please sleep well, ill see you and i will miss you thank you for being there it means everything
lets meet again one day okay friend? so you wont be alone

 

[unluckysadness]

R.I.P. I hope you found peace

 

[ScholarOfDespair]

Rest in peace...

 

[qewpie]

i hope you will find the eternal rest with welcoming arms…

 

[yukiovos]

Goodbye and i wish you all the best!
I want to be gone by the end of the week

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Brave

Rest in peace

 

[avalokitesvara]

Rest in peace

 

[IRHEXED]

R.I.P.

 

[SkySocket]

Rest in peace

 

[Firefly.Forest]

I hope you found peace and your suffering is over.

 

[stardewwindceres]

I never got the chance to meet you, but I hope you are finally have the have the rest and peace you deserve :)