I created a PTSD recovery discord server.
Yeah, please invite me!
After 1,5 years on the healing path I can recommend the following:
Internal Family Systems
IFS can be practiced alone or with a therapist. It can be learned quickly and is very useful for dealing with overwhelming emotions / flashbacks. I found that tori olds on youtube has some great intros.
Links:
Intro to IFS
Psychedelic therapy
MDMA theraphy is a great start for starting healing. (Legal or illegal, in second case you need a trusted trip sitter and good set & setting)
Small dosis of psilocybin helped me relax and work on wounds.
Ketamine had some huge short term benefits; reduce exhaustion, overcome depression for a few days so I can do other work.
My prefered dosing:
MDMA 80-120: sweet spot, max 150mg (solo and with sitter)
Psilocybin: 0.5g to relax tension, 1-2.5g for deeper work in safe setting (usually solo, would like to go deeper with a sitter)
Ketamine: low-medium dose (always solo)
If the trauma is intense, one should work only with low-medium dosis of mdma for the first dozen or so sessions. You will know when you're ready to go deeper.
Sources:
Reddit MDMA therapy
Reddit Psychedelic therapy
Shaking (for intense freeze)
For intense freeze I found following excercise helpful:
Shake wildly for 1 minute. (This can feel intensily uncomfortable, bodily tension and strong emotions may come up)
30 seconds of balancing on 1 foot
30 seconds of balancing on other foot
Repeat 3 times.
Grounding
(Most of those I don't currently manage unfortunately.)
Time in nature.
Cuddling.
Somewhat healthy food & regular meals.
Nightmares
For intense recurring nightmares I found Image Reversal therapy (IRT) very helpful. Basically you just rewrite the nightmare script just before you go to bed, and also when you wake up in the middle of the night from a nightmare. In 5 minutes you can read all about it; it's simple and it works.
Medicine
I rarely use pyrazolam for anxiety.
Anti-depressants, anti-anxiety medicine that the doctors prescribed never worked for me.
**Things that barely helped
meditation
yoga
variety of coaches, doctors, psychologist & psychiatrists I saw
**Things that were too intense
Trauma release exercise.
(I did it once and cried and cried, and had super intense somatic release. After a long while I experienced ego death, I couldn't find myself anymore. It took me a while to even remember how to walk. This exercise was just one of many in a retreat. With how intense my trauma is I'd have needed much more intense after care by a professional. )
**Things I want to try after reading this thread
Trauma informed yoga
YMMV, good luck!