Trapped

[mlcs]

Peaceful tranisition seems impossible. N is impossible to get, SN seems the same with all the scams on the internet, CO and hanging methods rarely result in success. I guess only brutal methods like train, car or jumping are reliable.

 

[FuneralCry]

This is just the unfortunate reality of existing in this anti-suicide society where there's a lack of acceptance towards the right to die, it's certainly inhumane to deny people ways to finally leave in peace without risks and complications, it's like many people forget that we are all just destined to die anyway, it's absurd holding anti-suicide views. But anyway I get that it's so awful feeling trapped in this dreadful world, I hate how suicide is so difficult, at least to me death certainly is the only relief, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[The anhedonic one]

I once made a guillotine out of a carbon steel machete blade, some industrial roller bearing tracks, and two 15 lb barbell weights.
I chickened out of using it, but I wasn't anywhere near suicidal as I am now.

 

[mlcs]

I once made a guillotine out of a carbon steel machete blade, some industrial roller bearing tracks, and two 15 lb barbell weights.
I chickened out of using it, but I wasn't anywhere near suicidal as I am now.

do you still have it?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Hanging definitely works if you do full suspension, the only thing that could be disturbing if you don't pass out quickly you will suffocate, is as painful as train or jumping, but you cannot escape SI anymore. CO method should be pretty much working fine if you do proper planning.

 

[The anhedonic one]

do you still have it?

I made it around 2019 and it worked fine using various test matter: leg of lamb etc.
I no longer have it, but they are very easy to make with the right materials and some basic mechanical knowledge.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

CO and hanging methods rarely result in success

This isn't true at all. If you do your homework and learn about these methods, especially CO, your success rate should be near 100%.

 

[sunsetboat234]

Can someone PM me link?

 

[Fktw0rld]

I once made a guillotine out of a carbon steel machete blade, some industrial roller bearing tracks, and two 15 lb barbell weights.
I chickened out of using it, but I wasn't anywhere near suicidal as I am now.

That's awesome

 

[The anhedonic one]

That's awesome

I think it would have been awesome if I had used it.
I always imagined my decapitated head on the floor looking up at my severed neck spurting out blood in the last few seconds before brain death.

 

[Fktw0rld]

I think it would have been awesome if I had used it.
I always imagined my decapitated head on the floor looking up at my severed neck spurting out blood in the last few seconds before brain death.

That would be ideal. I hate that research shows brain activity for up to 20 minutes after death. Decapitation is what? 10 seconds?

 

[The anhedonic one]

That would be ideal. I hate that research shows brain activity for up to 20 minutes after death. Decapitation is what? 10 seconds?

Yes, just a few seconds. Sounds tempting huh ?

 

[Fktw0rld]

Yes, just a few seconds. Sounds tempting huh ?

Like a blue raspberry water ice on hot, sunny day, my friend