Is your life like that? when you feel like you wake up into a nightmare, trembling and writhing in spiritual and mental agony. A level of suffering so profound that you stare at the wall in wide eyed disbelief because you have an untreatable condition like Pssd where you can feel no emotions or enjoy anything or enjoy sex.
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Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):My life is like the movie Groundhog Day. I wake up each morning - afternoon actually - and it's the same old sh**. Hour upon endless hour of crying and panic attacks. Can barely get out of bed because I've been unemployed for nearly two years now, so why bother? I have to force myself to eat something because nothing tastes good anymore. Never ever thought my life would come to this, but that's what happened to me after a four-year drug addiction. I finally stopped using but the catastrophic damage was already done. Now I just want to crawl under my covers and die each night. What a miserable existence!
OpheliasFlowers
Specialist
- Apr 2, 2019
- 348
My life has been like a neverending, daily nightmare for decades - except for when it gets even worse. That's the only change I seem to experience. Like you, OP, I can't enjoy anything anymore...for a long time I could manage to find some joy in SOME little thing, even though overall life was still hell. Now...everything is just grey and meaningless and the constant anxiety and physical pain from my multiple chronic illnesses has sapped me of any energy and I'm just exhausted from the pain, fear, and worry. I just want it to stop. I've tried SO HARD for SO LONG - doctors, some meds (which only f-ed me up worse), alternative healing methods, praying, breathing techniques -- but I get no relief and nothing improves. I wish I had the guts to end it but on top of everything else, I'm a coward. So the days just keep on coming, one miserable day after another.
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- Dec 11, 2018
- 447
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