Train or carbon monoxide

[Avicii]

csnt decide if the two which I prefer !!!

Train instant hit no dwelling
Carbon monoxide dwelling waiting to die !!if I did carbon though I'd have to hire a car there's a chance I might not be found for a whilst and don't want my body rotting in my own car worth about £10k it just wouldn't resell and I want to either leave to my little sis or have the proceeds of the said split between siblings

 

[throwaway123]

train, it's instant. CO is just way too much effort.

 

[Avicii]

train, it's instant. CO is just way too much effort.

Yes but what if you get dragged under that's the part that seriously concerns me that the instant hit isn't instant enough

 

[Phro]

train, it's instant. CO is just way too much effort.

I agree. I'd choose the train and it seems much quicker than CO.

 

[Over n' Out]

CO nice and dozy, neat tidy corpse.
Train instant but you're gonna have to feel the vibes of the track on your throat and hold your nerve as it arrives.
Both ideal though if done right.

 

[Snstuff]

I travel allot on trains and seen and heard stories of train deaths

If messes people up emotionally, and in one case someones guts endeed up on a girls face.

Co, harder but beer or a joint to relax to meet the grim. (Reduce the urge to open the window)
Train, must be away from a station and at night so know one knows so you don't mess anyone up (in the head like we are...)
Plus the balls...

 

[satou]

When I was 13 I was staying over at schoolmate and his mother told us the nearby train crossing sound was constantly on. We went to see what was going on and the train had stopped right before the crossing. Some other boys told us there had been a jumper, that there was blood visible on the train. I had never heard about people jumping in front of trains, but I was old enough to understand it was suicide. It made me nauseous. Anyway, the train driver was sitting outside of his cabin. And he was visibly upset, not really crying, but just crumbled into himself. I felt bad for him. I was also annoyed by the excitement of some of the neighbourhood boys, some of them even went to search for the corpse.

The memory of that driver is why I would not jump in front of train. And to be clear, that's not meant as a judgement for people who are exceedingly desperate and do it like that, but if there is another method available, I think that's what you should do.

 

[Madrid27]

Co

 

[bigj75]

carbon monoxide that's how i want to go. I just need to prepare for it.

 

[PeakyBlinder]

A couple years ago had a colleague that came into work too late. Somebody had thrown themselves in front of the train he sat in.

He started saying 'these train-suicide-people are so f+*^% selfish, making me come late to work. Why can't they just do it in a private place'

Only thing I could think of was, how he didn't stop to think that someone had died and he was complaining about coming late to work 30 minutes.

A couple of hours later he gets a call. The guy who commited suicide by jumping in front of his train was his freaking father.... He changed from that day on.

This forum is about choice and everyone of us here has a choice. Please try not to involve other people durning the act.

 

[weedoge]

csnt decide if the two which I prefer !!!

Train instant hit no dwelling
Carbon monoxide dwelling waiting to die !!if I did carbon though I'd have to hire a car there's a chance I might not be found for a whilst and don't want my body rotting in my own car worth about £10k it just wouldn't resell and I want to either leave to my little sis or have the proceeds of the said split between siblings

It sounds like instant might be better, but I've found over the years for me personally... I can't perform a violent method. Or one where it's instant, out like a light, where you can attribute one single action to your death and you know it's lights out after that one action.

CO yes you can dwell, feel anxiety, but there is not one single moment where you have to "jump". Even lying there you can empty your mind or distract yourself somehow and fall asleep forever. This is my thinking, I attempted CO once properly in the past and failed due to not sealing the place up properly or using enough charcoal but I think I was close. Laying on the floor for about 30 mins with it in the shed but nothing happened as the CO was seeping out the floor I suppose. I didn't really have any adverse effects and backed out because I planned shitty and my family would have come home.

I don't recall any emotional trauma, emptiness, it was extremely easy to go through with.

 

[Clover]

The train involves a lot of other people and will cause trauma to others so for that reason I would not use that method at all.

 

[vfghjkjhilkj]

It sounds like instant might be better, but I've found over the years for me personally... I can't perform a violent method. Or one where it's instant, out like a light, where you can attribute one single action to your death and you know it's lights out after that one action.

CO yes you can dwell, feel anxiety, but there is not one single moment where you have to "jump". Even lying there you can empty your mind or distract yourself somehow and fall asleep forever. This is my thinking, I attempted CO once properly in the past and failed due to not sealing the place up properly or using enough charcoal but I think I was close. Laying on the floor for about 30 mins with it in the shed but nothing happened as the CO was seeping out the floor I suppose. I didn't really have any adverse effects and backed out because I planned shitty and my family would have come home.

I don't recall any emotional trauma, emptiness, it was extremely easy to go through with.

yes CO is easy to attempt but might not work. standing in front of a high speed train 100% will work, no fear of surviving.

 

[JustAboutDone]

After reading that from the train drivers who hit someone, one in five of them suffer relationship breakdowns as a direct consequence of the trauma they suffer from the event I realised I could not use this as a method.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Another issue I have is their usually is a protection guard rail. I'd assume there would be complications and not a clear decapitation. So there's room for suffering.

 

[vfghjkjhilkj]

yes CO is easy to attempt but might not work. standing in front of a high speed train 100% will work, no fear of surviving.

I've changed my mind. Train does not 100% work.

Things like flinching, instinctually perhaps, even by millimetres, can mean that the train does not knock you out instantly (so severe pain), or perhaps even meaning you survive with horrific, disabling injuries. Where on the train you hit, the shape of the train, the weather, can all affect the outcome of whether you are knocked out instantly or even whether you die at all. Unlike disabilities from failed CO attempts, these are very painful disabilities. But, If you use enough premium charcoal in a small or very small space, and are not disturbed for at least 8 hours, charcoal is pretty-much 100% certain.

e.g. a train with a pointy nose may deposit it's energy in your lower back, where it hits, and causing you to roll to either side. You'll die most likely, but knocked out instantly ? Maybe not.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I've changed my mind. Train does not 100% work.

Things like flinching, instinctually perhaps, even by millimetres, can mean that the train does not knock you out instantly (so severe pain), or perhaps even meaning you survive with horrific, disabling injuries. Where on the train you hit, the shape of the train, the weather, can all affect the outcome of whether you are knocked out instantly or even whether you die at all. Unlike disabilities from failed CO attempts, these are very painful disabilities. But, If you use enough premium charcoal in a small or very small space, and are not disturbed for at least 8 hours, charcoal is pretty-much 100% certain.

e.g. a train with a pointy nose may deposit it's energy in your lower back, where it hits, and causing you to roll to either side. You'll die most likely, but knocked out instantly ? Maybe not.

8 hrs!? I thought it would be less time than that! I would think the train was way quicker. I thought about it. But then again, I'm in NYC. I haven't heard many people surviving. like one or two.

 

[vfghjkjhilkj]

8 hrs!? I thought it would be less time than that! I would think the train was way quicker. I thought about it. But then again, I'm in NYC. I haven't heard many people surviving. like one or two.

8 hours is to be on the safe side. To compensate for any unforeseen abnormalities that could have affected the outcome, if you were discovered after an hour, say.

Yes, train is usually quicker, but with the caveat of pain. Even if they die, like in your area, it doesn't mean they didn't feel extreme pain from the factors I discussed. However, some who 'die' from a train impact can still take hours upon end to finally die. It's happened.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

8 hours is to be on the safe side. To compensate for any unforeseen abnormalities that could have affected the outcome, if you were discovered after an hour, say.

Yes, train is usually quicker, but with the caveat of pain. Even if they die, like in your area, it doesn't mean they didn't feel extreme pain from the factors I discussed. However, some who 'die' from a train impact can still take hours upon end to finally die. It's happened.

Wow : (, that really sucks. I kinda figured the train would be horribly painful. Just quick I suppose. No winning here.

 

[Void115]

I think co, but you have to be sure that nobody finds you

 

[vfghjkjhilkj]

Wow : (, that really sucks. I kinda figured the train would be horribly painful. Just quick I suppose. No winning here.

So which method are you leaning towards using, if I may ask? (I mean, any method)

 

[Cookiedough8956]

So which method are you leaning towards using, if I may ask? (I mean, any method)

I guess still train. I can't do the CO bc i live with fam, and in an apt building. would be a risk to neighbors and I don't own a car. I'd get a tent to do in a park but these police officers patrol and are vicious. Rip your tent and all

 

[vfghjkjhilkj]

I guess still train. I can't do the CO bc i live with fam, and in an apt building. would be a risk to neighbors and I don't own a car. I'd get a tent to do in a park but these police officers patrol and are vicious. Rip your tent and all

Ever thought about using an Airbnb for that?

I think many people do that. Then you got the whole house & garden to yourself. Just need to make sure to put up warnings about the Carbon Monoxide for whoever enters.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Ever thought about using an Airbnb for that?

I think many people do that. Then you got the whole house & garden to yourself. Just need to make sure to put up warnings about the Carbon Monoxide for whoever enters.

Airbnb? But I would feel bad for the owners, cause they'd come back eventually. And then they are gonna curse my fam bc i kinda ruined their business. Whod wanna rent a bnb that had a suicide?
Hotel room..maybe? Idk why hotel is diff than airbnb, prob less "personal?" Idk if that makes sense

 

[vfghjkjhilkj]

Airbnb? But I would feel bad for the owners, cause they'd come back eventually. And then they are gonna curse my fam bc i kinda ruined their business. Whod wanna rent a bnb that had a suicide?
Hotel room..maybe? Idk why hotel is diff than airbnb, prob less "personal?" Idk if that makes sense

You shouldn't feel bad as Airbnb insurance should cover the cost, from what I've heard. No one should know they ever had a suicide.. it is common, but do you know any hotels/airbnbs where people have died? Yet maybe you've stayed in one.

At the end of the day, there is always someone who has to clean up after your suicide, and, with respect, using a train is far more traumatising than a peaceful CO death in an airbnb.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

You shouldn't feel bad as Airbnb insurance should cover the cost, from what I've heard. No one should know they ever had a suicide.. it is common, but do you know any hotels/airbnbs where people have died? Yet maybe you've stayed in one.

At the end of the day, there is always someone who has to clean up after your suicide, and, with respect, using a train is far more traumatizing than a peaceful CO death in an airbnb.

I never stayed at an Airbnb, doesn't even cross my mind somehow lol.

Thats true, I also don't wanna do the train cause of the driver. I'm gonna be responsible for him being traumatized. What an awful thing to do to someone :(. But at the same time, its like my mind is saying, "who cares, hes prob not gonna care. You're no one to care about"