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BipolarGuy
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- Aug 6, 2020
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I feel completely and utterly overwhelmed.
I don't 'just' mean that I feel very depressed!
It has got to the point where I feel like I'm constantly experiencing sensory overload. I cannot, for instance, concentrate on reading/typing on here while listening to music.
I also feel as though I'm in constant cognitive overload, and have no capacity. For instance I was messaging someone the other day on here, and for the life of me I just cannot remember who it was. Even looking through the list of PM's doesn't help.
Time also seems to be flying by, without me even realising it, to the point where it's just unbelievable!
A couple of weeks ago I went to message a friend on Facebook who I had been meaning to reply to for some time. I knew I hadn't replied to their message for a while, but when I came to open the chat and looked at the dates of the messages, it had been over a year since a message had been exchanged between us!
Just a few days ago I opened another Facebook chat on another conversation, and a conversation I thought had maybe happened a week ago had in fact taken place about a month ago!
I just don't understand what's happening to me :( and I am actually quite scared that I am falling apart mentally other than just being very depressed.
Then again maybe these are extreme symptoms of depression.
I don't 'just' mean that I feel very depressed!
It has got to the point where I feel like I'm constantly experiencing sensory overload. I cannot, for instance, concentrate on reading/typing on here while listening to music.
I also feel as though I'm in constant cognitive overload, and have no capacity. For instance I was messaging someone the other day on here, and for the life of me I just cannot remember who it was. Even looking through the list of PM's doesn't help.
Time also seems to be flying by, without me even realising it, to the point where it's just unbelievable!
A couple of weeks ago I went to message a friend on Facebook who I had been meaning to reply to for some time. I knew I hadn't replied to their message for a while, but when I came to open the chat and looked at the dates of the messages, it had been over a year since a message had been exchanged between us!
Just a few days ago I opened another Facebook chat on another conversation, and a conversation I thought had maybe happened a week ago had in fact taken place about a month ago!
I just don't understand what's happening to me :( and I am actually quite scared that I am falling apart mentally other than just being very depressed.
Then again maybe these are extreme symptoms of depression.