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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Hi.
I just had an idea.
I am at a bridge now and it's over the railway.
2 methods for the 1.
Genius
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I've been walking for 3 hours thinking
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
What about me in this shit situation I am in.I am really hurting too.
 
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tammyot

Member
Aug 1, 2018
73
Hi Lara, know we haven't really chatted. Sorry to see you in this situation. What's suddenly brought you to this situation? Think carefully about this because I think you were trying to stay strong for your child
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
The foster parents are getting him to turn on me.says he does not want to see me ever again and is ignoring me.so what's the point
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I wanted to stay strong but the day he was taken into care was really the day I died.just need to get rid of the body because the mind is screwed for sure
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
I wanted to stay strong but the day he was taken into care was really the day I died.just need to get rid of the body because the mind is screwed for sure

I feel u
 
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tammyot

Member
Aug 1, 2018
73
God i'm so sorry to hear that. You will need a lot of fighting spirit to get through this. When are you suppose to see your son next? I totally understand this will take an immense amount of inner strength to get through this, especially now with the foster parents causing more issues.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I should see him tomorrow but have a feeling he will say he doesn't want to see me and I can't take that rejection.
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Why can't I leave this bloody bridge!
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Sometimes the battle is lost before you begin.
 
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tammyot

Member
Aug 1, 2018
73
Do you have a social worker that could support you through this? I just feel so gutted for you. I just feel like you should be have someone supporting you through this :(
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
They have my boy and now I feel unimportant.And they don't give a shit
 
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tammyot

Member
Aug 1, 2018
73
I am not sure what support is available? But other parents must have gone through similar experiences. I would hope that there will be someone on your side too. Supporting you to get your son back.
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I used to think that you come on your own and leave on your own and it looks like I was right
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Now go home and wait tomorrow will either go two ways one that your correct two your wrong I really hope it's the latter hugs
 
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tammyot

Member
Aug 1, 2018
73
I agree with Miss clefable. Get yourself a nice hot drink, rest, bed and see what tomorrow brings. This option is always there. Hugs
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
it might be time to drink some alcohol at a bar
 

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