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ScornedStoic

ScornedStoic

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Jan 17, 2020
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I'm really scared but I dont see any way out and theres no one to talk to, it's an endless paradox because I'm trapped in my body and can't live like this but I dont want to die, I never got to experience much and my life was just starting, but every day is so much unbearable pain since the accident and I've just been trying to distract myself and waste time, there's nothing anyone can tell me and I know that which is why I need to talk to someone but the only point in talking to someone is to relieve the pain by hoping it will get better but I know it never will. I'm so scared of the void. I'm stuck in this perfect hell.
 
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dreamscape1111

all is well
Feb 1, 2023
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Try fully surrendering to the experience, the trip is going to pass and whatever is happening will be temporary.
Remember that your body can control what your thoughts are doing and the emotions you're feeling.
Start breathing, nice and slow and steady and calm. Relax everything and just open up. Pull your hands out, spread your legs, uncross your legs, uncross your arms and just lay there and surrender your whole body and your mind as much as you can to the experience no matter what happens.
None of the phenomena are real, they're visual sensations of thoughts in your mind.
Hope you can enjoy the rest of your ride πŸ™β™₯️
 
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Apr 14, 2023
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I'm really scared but I dont see any way out and theres no one to talk to, it's an endless paradox because I'm trapped in my body and can't live like this but I dont want to die, I never got to experience much and my life was just starting, but every day is so much unbearable pain since the accident and I've just been trying to distract myself and waste time, there's nothing anyone can tell me and I know that which is why I need to talk to someone but the only point in talking to someone is to relieve the pain by hoping it will get better but I know it never will. I'm so scared of the void. I'm stuck in this perfect hell.
ive always wanted to try shrooms but ive very worried i would have a bad trip
 

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