Venting Too tired to even self harm.

[Lara Francis]

My effort in life is disappearing very quickly.I self harm when less extreme distractions dont work.
But i cant even find the strength to do that.
I just give up and feel a complete failure.
What really is the point ?
Sorry x

 

[Letmego. Please]

Well personally i am glad you are not self harming, why when you hurt already, usually because of the actions of others, do you then take it out on yourself.

I used to do that to myself till i realised it was just making everything else worse & harder to deal with.

((Hugs)) I hope your mood picks up soon x

 

[Lara Francis]

Well personally i am glad you are not self harming, why when you hurt already, usually because of the actions of others, do you then take it out on yourself.

I used to do that to myself till i realised it was just making everything else worse & harder to deal with.

((Hugs)) I hope your mood picks up soon x

Thanks. Xx

 

[Empty Smile]

((((many hugs)))))

 

[Lara Francis]

Thanku @Empty Smile .much apreciated.xx

 

[dyingtodie]

I'm most susceptible to self harm when I am really tired. It can creep up on me. I can be free of self harm for months and think I'm doing so well. Then, on an insomniac night, I'll notice my fist raising in the air to strike my skull with, and I'll think, wtf! And then fight with all my might to not hit myself.

 

[Tabbyql]

My effort in life is disappearing very quickly.I self harm when less extreme distractions dont work.
But i cant even find the strength to do that.
I just give up and feel a complete failure.
What really is the point ?
Sorry x

I'm exactly the same, and that's scarier than the self harm thoughts. Because if i cant even find the strength to hurt my self anymore then what?
I've always had that to fall back on. I'm really sorry you feel like that too.

 

[Lara Francis]

I'm exactly the same, and that's scarier than the self harm thoughts. Because if i cant even find the strength to hurt my self anymore then what?
I've always had that to fall back on. I'm really sorry you feel like that too.

Its like self harm is not enough and i need to go further !

 

[Dandelion]

Going through your current situation right now, I'm very sorry that you're going through it too, self harm is a very tough thing and I hope that soon you don't feel the need to hurt yourself anymore. Many hugs from me to you and peace.

 

[Lara Francis]

Ive just cut.I wish i could stop.!
Just cut my wrist and its a mess.
Im such an idiot but in so much emotional and mental pain.I needed physical pain to over ride.
Thought i would have to go to hospital as close or looks like over the top of the vein but bleeding stopped now. Xx