Venting Too sick to even kill myself rn.

[Livingvsdying25]

Pretty sick rn. In a really bad flair up with POTS. Bedridden. Can barly walk. Appetite is messed but at least still eating enough... my place is a mess and so am I.

Im ssoo.. tired? Lonely? Humiliated? Anrgy?

Today was not a day where I should've been alone with my thoughts. Even did therapy earlier today but I guess it didn't per say help much today.

Drowning...

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[HopefulSleep]

I think even if I have the necessary things for ctb and a good place it would still be hard cause I would have to go out of my comfort zone then.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible what you go through, it's such a hellish world where people suffer all through no fault of their own, I hate how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult, it certainly should be easier to free ourselves from all suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.