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N33dT0D13
Xe/It
- Apr 2, 2023
- 336
I'm too selfish to live because I only want to ctb for petty childish reasons, yet I'm too selfish to die because I can't get past my own ego and emotions. I need to give up my dogs or arrange for someone to take them after my death without raising alarm bells. No *real* plan but hoping I can trigger "give-up-itis" and die in bed lmao, though considering tryna find SN, or fent lol, lotta druggies in my area, just need to be friendly, get to know em.
I think I'm finally at a point where I'm both disgusted enough with myself and resentful enough of others to go, or at least getting there. There is nothing on this earth for me anymore. If I can get good homes for my dogs then I will be free.
I think I'm finally at a point where I'm both disgusted enough with myself and resentful enough of others to go, or at least getting there. There is nothing on this earth for me anymore. If I can get good homes for my dogs then I will be free.