Venting too many hobbies, too little time

[mysticatedwine]

i was scared of death as a child. i still am today actually. there is so much more i wish i could do with my life, too many hobbies i want to indulge in.

i wish i could study insects. continue embroidery. do more online roleplaying and create more OCs. Learn how to cook, watch more of the movies that i love and read so many books. Buy and get into more board games (i have around 25) and eventually create one of my own. Get further into 3d printing. make more handcrafted gifts for those i love. there's so many things i can't remember it all.

the date set for my suicide is summer 2026. this life is so painful but oh how i long for a little more time... if only it wasn't that painful.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Being full of interior life is a blessing.

"An ocuppied solitude is the best of lives" Cicero.

Hold on to it as much as you can

 

[mysticatedwine]

Being full of interior life is a blessing.

"An ocuppied solitude is the best of lives" Cicero.

Hold on to it as much as you can

thank you, this really means a lot