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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
I was a member almost 4 years ago, at the time, I think there's an "A"? that was selling N. I actually paid (i think at the time, it was 500? or 250?, i forgot). and received N. It came in a dark bottle, one of those that blocks out lights. I never opened it. I put it in a corner of my closet where there's no light.

I also have a glock 27.

My question, let's say the N was real. Is it still good after 4, 5 years?
let's say the N was fake to begin with, if I ingest it, would I become half dead/half alive so I am sent to ER and psyche ward and not be able to kill myself?

I know I could put the gun in my mouth, but pulling the trigger and having my brain splattered, somehow just give me pause. So I would at least try the N that's in my closet first. But don't want to be left as a vegetable or something and have no control of my life.
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
I was a member almost 4 years ago, at the time, I think there's an "A"? that was selling N. I actually paid (i think at the time, it was 500? or 250?, i forgot). and received N. It came in a dark bottle, one of those that blocks out lights. I never opened it. I put it in a corner of my closet where there's no light.

I also have a glock 27.

My question, let's say the N was real. Is it still good after 4, 5 years?
let's say the N was fake to begin with, if I ingest it, would I become half dead/half alive so I am sent to ER and psyche ward and not be able to kill myself?

I know I could put the gun in my mouth, but pulling the trigger and having my brain splattered, somehow just give me pause. So I would at least try the N that's in my closet first. But don't want to be left as a vegetable or something and have no control of my life.
I'm not exactly sure about it but I remember I have seen test kits for N. They should at least answer the question if it was legit.

If it was, lucky you!!!!
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Medicines have expiry dates of a few years but will still be fairly potent for a very long time if stored properly. I reckon it would still be ok. You should count yourself lucky to have N, it's coveted on here.
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
I'm not exactly sure about it but I remember I have seen test kits for N. They should at least answer the question if it was legit.

If it was, lucky you!!!!
where would I get test kits for N?
 
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)

Dr.Sleep (Im tired)

Ave Maria
Feb 26, 2023
141
where would I get test kits for N?
I don't think you can obtain test kits for N. Even i would have a hard time testing for "N" i would most likely use mass spectrometry, but that machine is expensive and is unusable in the hands of an amateur.

As for the quality of the N you have obtained now, it is always best practice to use fresh chemicals for any project or reaction. Although, in theory, the N you have obtained should be fine.

Contact me for more info upon chemical questions ^^
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
I don't think you can obtain test kits for N. Even i would have a hard time testing for "N" i would most likely use mass spectrometry, but that machine is expensive and is unusable in the hands of an amateur.

As for the quality of the N you have obtained now, it is always best practice to use fresh chemicals for any project or reaction. Although, in theory, the N you have obtained should be fine.

Contact me for more info upon chemical questions ^^
Exit claims to have one
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
I don't think you can obtain test kits for N. Even i would have a hard time testing for "N" i would most likely use mass spectrometry, but that machine is expensive and is unusable in the hands of an amateur.

As for the quality of the N you have obtained now, it is always best practice to use fresh chemicals for any project or reaction. Although, in theory, the N you have obtained should be fine.

Contact me for more info upon chemical questions ^^
Let's say the quality of N that I have is very bad, ineffective. What's the chances of me ingesting it, and become a vegetable/incapcitated that I no longer can control my own life
 
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)

Dr.Sleep (Im tired)

Ave Maria
Feb 26, 2023
141
Let's say the quality of N that I have is very bad, ineffective. What's the chances of me ingesting it, and become a vegetable/incapcitated that I no longer can control my own life
It really depends on if it was N, and if it isn't, what is it?

i would get it tested before you do anything. I don't like variables, and on top of that, there is a very high chance that if you injest the stuff you have, you will become a vegetable.
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
It really depends on if it was N, and if it isn't, what is it?

i would get it tested before you do anything. I don't like variables, and on top of that, there is a very high chance that if you injest the stuff you have, you will become a vegetable.
Do you mean, even if it's real N, there's a chance I would still be a vegetable?
 
Dr.Sleep (Im tired)

Dr.Sleep (Im tired)

Ave Maria
Feb 26, 2023
141
Do you mean, even if it's real N, there's a chance I would still be a vegetable?
Yep, the procedure you are suggesting has a very high chance of incapacitating you. you have a higher chance of becoming a vegetable than dying... i really never thought i would write that sentence :pfff:
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
158
Yep, the procedure you are suggesting has a very high chance of incapacitating you. you have a higher chance of becoming a vegetable than dying... i really never thought i would write that sentence :pfff:
Are you serious? From all I read, N kills you. How does it leave you as a vegetable?
 

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