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soolka

soolka

ʚ♡ɞ killing me softly ʚ♡ɞ
Apr 13, 2023
77
I will be ctbing in around 8-10 hours. i have realized theres no reason for me to wait until my previous ctb date. thank you all for giving me advice and talking to me. method will be shallow water blackout. love yall <3
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
Good luck
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I will be ctbing in around 8-10 hours. i have realized theres no reason for me to wait until my previous ctb date. thank you all for giving me advice and talking to me. method will be shallow water blackout. love yall <3
Hope you find peace and everything goes as planned
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I am sorry it all comes down to this. Wishing you peace and rest. Thinking of you.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
I hope you find peace and freedom on the other side! Good luck!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,862
Farewell, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find freedom from this horrible existence.
 
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helicoptero

helicoptero

Estoy cansado jefe...
Jun 6, 2023
72
I hope you find peace <3
 
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roseleaf

roseleaf

freedom is a dream that is just out of reach
Apr 25, 2023
233
good luck <333 hope you find peace x
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,804
Every good wish and kind thoughts for your journey going well, your sleep being deep and your thoughts comforting.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
I will be ctbing in around 8-10 hours. i have realized theres no reason for me to wait until my previous ctb date. thank you all for giving me advice and talking to me. method will be shallow water blackout. love yall <3
good luck with your transition - i hope it it peaceful <3
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
So sorry this dreadful world has brought you to this place.
Good luck my friend.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

✿
Oct 9, 2022
1,716
I hope you find peace 💙
 
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peachchildtenshi

peachchildtenshi

life
Apr 6, 2023
66
I hope you find what you desired at the end of the line.
 
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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
187
Oh, good luck. I hope things go as planned and that you go quickly and peacefully. Farewell
 
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grateful409

Member
May 27, 2023
21
Good luck. Rest well.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Best of Luck to you @soolka on a very pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Myers

I just want a hug please.
Apr 15, 2023
29
Rest well <3
 
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Watlock

Watlock

I just assume everyone hates me.
Jun 8, 2023
38
I'm jealous. I hope it all works out.
 
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dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Hope you reach the peace you seek. Were always glad to be here for you.
 
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strigoi

strigoi

Member
Apr 29, 2023
40
I wish you to be peaceful, and find the peace you want.
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
Best wishes for everything going well and for you finding the peace that you seek.
 
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soolka

soolka

ʚ♡ɞ killing me softly ʚ♡ɞ
Apr 13, 2023
77
im done with writing all my suicide notes. i feel calm and relaxed. i havent felt like this for so long. thank you for all your responses <3
 
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grateful409

Member
May 27, 2023
21
im done with writing all my suicide notes. i feel calm and relaxed. i havent felt like this for so long. thank you for all your responses <3
Rest in peace my friend.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,029
I will be ctbing in around 8-10 hours. i have realized theres no reason for me to wait until my previous ctb date. thank you all for giving me advice and talking to me. method will be shallow water blackout. love yall <3
Sorry life brought you here. Hope you find peace from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,795
I will be ctbing in around 8-10 hours. i have realized theres no reason for me to wait until my previous ctb date. thank you all for giving me advice and talking to me. method will be shallow water blackout. love yall <3
See ya~!! I pray for the wellbeing of your soul. :)
 
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Crono

-
Jun 1, 2023
314
Hi, I made a simple drawing for you, I wish you peace.

2023 06 10 0t9 Kleki
 
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love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
good luck bro i hope that i also die will be soon
 

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