Tonight's the night, gentlemen...

[Betelgeuse8000]

...And when I say tonight, I mean no less than 20 hours from now, because it is midnight where I am. Ever since stepping foot on this site and seeing the actually practical methods of CingTB, I knew I was gonna try and do it on Halloween night (because it's just fitting, OK?!) Anyways, I was initially planning on using SN to catch, but then after unironically considering whipping up a ghost business to try and get around SN purchasing restrictions (all the sites I found wouldn't sell to people not in a company), I realized I wasn't gonna get anywhere with SN. So around 2 to 3 days ago I shifted focus to nini, cause unlike with SN, I was able to get everything I needed by Ubering across a county for a couple hours and stopping in at least one Walmart (though the only reason I went to two different Walmarts was because I wanted to get a balaclava, you'll get why). I plan to sneak out of the house after everyone else tuckers out, where I'll then walk my way to a nearby trailhead, then CTB. Fortunately, the outfit I devised was more than capable of holding the beanbags and ratchet straps needed, though I sorta look like a burglar when wearing it lmao. Anyways, I'll leave this thread open for me to chat with yall in what may very well be my last day on Earth.

On a less macabre note: Happy Halloween!

Anyways to get the conversation started before I go to bed, I binged all of Murder Drones after all that shopping and Jesus Christ I have been missing out, that show is a banger (I also watched the Digital Circus pilot on Sunday, that too goes hard).

 

[Novacaine]

Happy Halloween

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you wish for.

 

[SVEN]

Hope all goes well.

 

[Rorochan_200★]

happy halloweeeeennnn

 

[Betelgeuse8000]

It's almost sunset...
It's also kinda windy where I am, so thank god I brought a hairtie along with me. Anyways's it'll still be a few hours till I ctb, keep your eyes peeled for updates.

 

[Shiva_Story]

Good luck with your resolve, may u find peace! Best regards to the other side..

 

[hi-okbye]

good luck. i wish you luck on this spooky day. happy halloween!

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck, I hope you escape peacefully.

 

[Rhizomorph1]

Wishing you a peaceful journey into the beyond. I'll have you in my thoughts

On a side note, according to Celtric religion, the day of the dead, etc. around halloween is the time when the veil between the spirit world and physical world is thinnest. I don't really believe in this stuff, but it's interesting regardless.

It feels like an appropriate time to ctb

 

[Some place nice]

Happy Halloween, wish you luck and have a peaceful end my friend.

 

[chuerdhmproton]

good luck hope everything works out exactly you planned for

 

[XdragonsoulX]

Wishing you safe travels to the other side

 

[Rinzitsu]

Best of luck, wishing a painless death and a peaceful passing

 

[Betelgeuse8000]

Alright, the time is now. I've double-checked my ratchet strap and beanbags (including nearly breaking the strap making sure I knew how it worked), and I have my outfit ready. I'm torn between keeping with my original plan of going outside to ctb or just doing it in my room so as to avoid both a really long walk to get to my preferred destination as well as getting caught. Either way, I'll come to a decision very soon. To all those reading, godspeed.

...And if this isn't the last you hear from me, something has gone horribly wrong ;)

 

[achb]

I hope whatever happens, you can be satisfied at the end of everything! Good luck.

 

[rileywatson]

Happy Halloween, goodbye, and have a peaceful passage.

 

[Rhizomorph1]

Wishing you peace

 

[DyingToDie123]

Hope you find your peace