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BGooG
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- Aug 26, 2022
- 84
Tonight was another horrible night. 2 weeks ago my wife and daughter got into a huge fight that left them miserable. Things were finally calming down, and my wife and I took our daughter out for dinner. It ended in a huge fight between them again. My daughter is back in her residence, probably sobbing. My wife is upstairs furious with me and miserable. And I'm stuck in the middle. I want to support my wife (she has her own problems and issues), but I also need to support and protect my daughter. Mostly it just makes me want to kill myself to escape the incredible stress. I feel horribly guilty even writing about this; if either found out they'd be furious. But it's nights like these that I realize that if I were to die, no one would give a f@&$. I'm miserable, and just wish I were dead. I have a cord I wrap around my neck at night, with the hopes that I'll strangle myself in my sleep. Definitely tying it on tonight.