Yea, kind of also thought about that, even thought about it coming out of my nose, but, if there is no other way to ctb with SN without antisemitics, then I am not sure what else to do. I barely became a member on here a few days ago, but before that, I was a lurker for 5 months, and originally I had planned to go the night night method route, I had practiced and practiced it every single day for 5 months, and the farthest I got was feeling pressure in my head, but in all those months, I never once passed out, so then that's when I started looking into the SN method, for a few weeks of doing so, I was still lurking, found some good information, but then when I found out it was going to be impossible for me to obtain the nausea meds, that's when I finally created an account and became a member, to hopefully be able to ask my questions and hopefully get the answer I'm seeking. But its possible that my bad luck will follow me to the death, and just screw everything up for me, so even though I'm trying to do things the right way to obtain a painless departure, in the end, I might not get it, that's why I kind of came up with the ridiculous idea of taping my mouth shut, even though realizing a bit after I came up with that half assed plan, that I might end up checking on my vomit. Sorry for the long reply