Tonight sn but sooo scared…

[Willthishelp?]

Not sure if my sodium nitrite is legit cause of aquarium test is not giving right colour but it has reviews ( the test) that it does not show nitrite and nitrate accurate but blood turns darkish brown. It's my only method and need to go but sooo scared…

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really know much about that method but I hope you eventually find the freedom you are searching for, I see it as being so cruel how we are denied guaranteed ways to leave this world without complications.

 

[HerculePoirot]

I think it's not a good idea to attempt with a doubtful poison. Is it from a reliable source? Or is your aquarium test possibly faulty while the simple blood test appears to be OK?

 

[befree]

If you are not sure that your SN is 100% ok, do not use it !!! Better order new SN from a different source.

 

[sevenkarmas]

I'm sorry you're in this position. I've never feared CTB itself. My concern has always been what happens to the people I care about afterwards. As others have stated, don't use anything that is suspect. You will only make things worse for yourself if it fails.

If it means delaying ctb no one here is going to judge you for it.

 

[ChromeCake]

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[glendaaa]

If it's sodium NITRITE and not sodium NITRATE, I can guarantee you it is not legit. You need to be better prepared and research more.

I'm curious why your assuming it's bad?

 

[jonward55]

If it's sodium NITRITE and not sodium NITRATE, I can guarantee you it is not legit. You need to be better prepared and research more.

Confusing information given. As long as it is the correct % of Nitrite it will be fine.
PLEASE be careful in giving out information.

 

[アホペンギン]

If you are scared, i would recommend that you wait a while before knowing for sure that your SN is legit. Try to do the other test that was mentioned in the SN bible. But, if you want to do it as soon as possible then its your choice, i have no say over what you do but if you aren't sure about the purity of the SN then you should expect to suffer from some severe damage on your body if you survive. Good luck... But please reconsider, buy SN from a different source.

 

[ChromeCake]

Yikes, sorry guys!

 

[jonward55]

Yikes, sorry guys!

No harm done, I would delete my replies to you but too late

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

I got my SN from TIG, it seems like a legit source. People say if you follow Stan's Guide you have a high chance you succeed, but I'm still scared to take my SN.

What should I do to succeed and die and don't fail, anybody can tell me that in simple language?

Thanks

 

[tieiwi]

Hi I don't want to discourage you or anything but just want to share some personal advice. I failed a ctb attempt with SN. I didn't take any anti emetics and didn't take enough SN. The whole "surviving SN doesn't have any consequences" thing is not true at all. It does damage your bladder and most likely your kidneys. I couldn't pee at all after my attempt and had to go to the doctor pretending I had a UTI. I'm sure my kidneys now have permanent damage as well. Please do your research and make sure you have the right stuff.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Hi I don't want to discourage you or anything but just want to share some personal advice. I failed a ctb attempt with SN. I didn't take any anti emetics and didn't take enough SN. The whole "surviving SN doesn't have any consequences" thing is not true at all. It does damage your bladder and most likely your kidneys. I couldn't pee at all after my attempt and had to go to the doctor pretending I had a UTI. I'm sure my kidneys now have permanent damage as well. Please do your research and make sure you have the right stuff.

Thank you and sorry you went through this.
you don't have other damage? I am most scared of brain damage.
I have been taken a lot of olanzepine ( also AE) lately cause many times I did not dare but this is my only way, hoe was the experience itself? Vomited painful heartbeat fast, did you want to drink extra or not doable? how much did you drink? call ER? How long were you blue colored if you were? So many questions..but you don't read a lot of survival and aftermath stories..
Maybe pm me? Thank you

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

Thank you and sorry you went through this.
you don't have other damage? I am most scared of brain damage.
I have been taken a lot of olanzepine ( also AE) lately cause many times I did not dare but this is my only way, hoe was the experience itself? Vomited painful heartbeat fast, did you want to drink extra or not doable? how much did you drink? call ER? How long were you blue colored if you were? So many questions..but you don't read a lot of survival and aftermath stories..
Maybe pm me? Thank you

I like to know this too, how was your SN experience?